Rubbing Alcohol(Huffing)

[Freedom044]

I’ve visited this forum so much in hopes to gain enough courage to stop my addiction. I’ve always loved the smell of rubbing alcohol since i was younger. In 2021 I started huffing regularly by pouring rubbing alcohol on a rag and huffing until the smell is gone . I don’t do it because it gets me high it just makes me feel soooo relaxed and calm. Plus, it smells soooo good to me. My mouth is watering right now smh. It’s now 2024 and I’ve had ENOUGH. I’ve often visited this thread to help myself stop this dangerous addiction, but i kept making excuses. After constantly huffing and feeling stuck in this vicious cycle I’ve decided to stop. I don’t want to die over a $3.00 bottle of rubbing alcohol. My kids need me. I got so ashamed of going into my local store that i started ordering online. I was going through two 32oz 70% bottles every 2 weeks. Recently i started waking up with big bruises on my legs that could not be explained when asked about it, but I knew deep down why and that was my wake up call. It has been 5 days and i have not bought any rubbing alcohol and i REFUSE to bring that stuff back into my home. There is hope and I’ve found so much comfort in this forum. PLEASE PUT THE R.A DOWN IT IS NOT WORTH YOUR LIFE!!! ❤️