All DOWN THE DRAIN... I NEED SARA!!!!

[dedicatedtostop]

So the chiro said he didn't think it was a good idea to see me following what the ER doc said. Since I just moved and can't see my dr till next week... I. Broke down and went to a new dr in my new city this am. I told him everything!!!!!!!! He was probably the kindest hearted dr I ever met. He basically said I need another MRI. Can't do that now since I don't have insurance. He wrote a script for more pain meds( knowing everything) and told me that we needed to get through this and we would work from there. He told me that he would be by my side and do all he could to help me get off the pain meds(if need be) but right now he said I was putting myself through misery and nobody deserved that.I cried   and cried and cried and I am still crying now. I feel so hopeless.... Everything down the drain. I hate my freaking life right now so bad!!!!!!!!!!! Hubby has the ******* pills

[dominosarah]

Back injuries are no fun and seem to take along time to heal.  You will get some relief, hopefully they will find the exact problem and then get it fixed, until then it is rest for you.  I know it is getting old but this wont last forever.  Put some good movies!

[dedicatedtostop]

Let me add this....... If I were not here for the support given this situation.. Do you really think I would spend my days posting on this forum... Crying out for help. I have pills, if I didn't want support and wasn't honest about this, I would take them and walk away grommets forum.

Sara... All I do is stay in bed and it's getting old.

Pain is a little better this afternoon compared to this am.

I am on heat today instead of ice. I really truly dint know what else to do!

[dominosarah]

How is the pain today?  Are you getting a good nights rest?  Retail therapy is always good for the soul!!

[littlebit010101]

Well I'm glad u got to enjoy some time with ur mom...sometimes that's all it takes too help our mental....and believe u me I don't waste any chance I get to spend with my loved ones bc u never it could be the last time...get ur ct done and find out what's going on and go from there...chin up and hugs to u...

[ImDONENoMore]

Please dedicated you gotta know vicki to know she's speaking from the heart here - she's only trying to get you to see another side to what's going on.  We want you to be well and to get off the pills that's all.  No harm was intended I'm sure of that.

Just sometimes when we're taking this stuff we're not thinking so clearly and I know you know all about that.  Believe me we've all been exactly where you are right now.  And we're sensing that you're not being completely upfront about everything - and if we've misunderstood we'll accept that.

Please keep posting - this place really is great for support (even if it doesn't feel that way sometimes).  If you're truly being honest, then there's no issue here okay?

[vicki595]

Oh...okay. That makes sense.  The clinic made these arrangements at 1 AM with you and the doctor or you called the clinic earlier and they now say you can make payments when it was a grand two days ago and at 1 AM the doctor took your call to assure you this cat scan would be done.

You're all set then!  It's worked out...so they all agree that a CT scan and not an MRI is a good diagnostic test?   That's good,too.  Do you have enough pain med to last until Monday? Let's see: you got 16 at the ER and how many from the new doctor on Thursday?   Enough?