My liver is great and I had all the blood work. I just can't quit for my wife because this has a real hold on me. I would like to tell you I will do it for my family. I can't feel happiness anymore without pills. I really can't and that scares the **** out of me.
I take them for the same reasons...they calm me down and make me happy too.
I get this feeling like "everything will be ok"...this is what i miss so damm bad.
Without them, i feel lost! Like a NOBODY! I need them to get through each day, to have that feeling. Now without ANY i am awful, not myself, wanna lock myself in a room and stay alone... I hate this feeling i wanna get better, but God, i love how they make me feel...Does it ever get better?
Me
Then don't say anything to him. What do you see yourself doing? If I may ask......
I only quit for my hubby. It was killing him. He hated it. I don't really need them, I wanted them, and sometimes I still do, but he means the world to me and I just can't continue to be selfish like that anymore. And omg, my liver. Geez.
Sheri
I really want to do this, I don't like being a addict. I want to live my life and not have to go through this anymore.
I think there is something missing in my brain chemistry. I am going to look into it. The reason I take the pills is because they calm me down and make me happy.
That sucks, not that you love him, but the situation you are in.