Can I be Honest???

[TimH2]

I would not be as honest on the other board.

[TimH2]

My liver is great and I had all the blood work. I just can't quit for my wife because this has a real hold on me. I would like to tell you I will do it for my family. I can't feel happiness anymore without pills. I really can't and that scares the **** out of me.

[ilikevics]

Wow.  I saw my doc last August, he did the MRI and gave me a script for 90 10 mgs good for a year.  I have refills sitting waiting, they expire in September and I promised the hubby not to go get them.  So far i haven't.

[ilikevics]

I can really relate to your situation, believe me.  I don't golf with my prescribing doc, but I have a very prominent business in a small community and it would probably be devastating to me if anyone new how much I really like vicodin.  I was just thinking that maybe you not tell him, and go elsewhere was all.

[TimH2]

When I run out I tell him my back is hurting. He makes me come into the office and gives me 50. If I want more (I always do) I have to go in for a visit. This is a 3 hr thing. He gives me examinations and after all the ****, I get my lousy 50.

[TimH2]

Hardee har har.....no   LOL

[TimH2]

He is really a good friend and we golf and get together at other functions. You have to put yourself in my shoes. He would be so much more than pissed at me. You really have to look at it from his point of view. He would be more than upset with me and I think it would ruin our friendship. I would lose my MD,