Can I be Honest???

[TimH2]

I would not be as honest on the other board.

[TimH2]

It is and I do love this man. He is like a father to me and to hurt him would kill me.

[ilikevics]

c/t sucks, done it enough myself over the past year between hook ups

[hopeless]

Didn't you flush?
You are kidding me...  ( - :

Hardy Har Har.....

[TimH2]

Hmmmmm, I don't trust ya

[TimH2]

I did that today and looked for docs in my area for sub. I was floored when he came up. I just can't tell him. I would rather go cold turkey then to ever let him know this. I have had scripts from him and also got it other ways. If he ever knew it would kill me.

[ilikevics]

I think not wanting to ask for help is a guy thing honestly.  Men are supposed to be tough, blah blah blah.  And I think for some, it is really hard.  You can get past it I bet.  There is no shame in asking for help.  I read earlier that your doc is your friend, go out of town to a sub doc.  If you need the help, ask.