Day 9 c/t....Woke up with somewhat of a clear mind

Question

So today is day 9 c/t off of hydro and oxycontin....Still am only getting about 4-6 hours of sleep everynight but i noticed the mornings are progressing just a little bit, I dont wake up with pills first thing on my mind, and the anxiety is slowly going away a lil day by day. I am about to look up some NA meetings for today, prolly going to hit one up here in the noonish time, maybe go on a walk.

But man last night i got out of a chair,, and my foot popped and it hurts like hell!!! it hurts worse then when i broke my foot like 2 months ago!!!!

PS
This WILL NOT last...This CANNOT last...

Totsie59 · Answer

THIS CAN LAST....

So glad your Dad was there to help...

Proud that you didnt take any of your Moms pills...I had something like that happen to me during my first month...I resisted too...Good for you....

Get some rest....remember 1 day at a time...

BornofOsiris · Answer

Well today was overall pretty good. But earlier today i broke down.....emotionally....luckily my dad was there to support me and help me out...Im just going to bed soon im feeling a bit tired...To everyone struggling, hang in there, its worth the pain and emotions.

PS
This WILL NOT last...This CANNOT last...

Totsie59 · Answer

I know your energy is low...but it will get better. Try to walk...or exercise every day...I know its hard....you dont feel like it...but I promise it helps..I felt like I was dying...but I pushed myself everyday....long hot baths, vitamins, and lots of water or green tea....I thought I would not make it to 30 days...but I did and I know that I will never put hydro in this body again...the wds are horrible and I dont want to do that again. Hang in there...keep posting...without my friends here I could not have made it this far.

Totsie59 · Answer

Congrats to both of ya'll.....I went ct 178 days ago...hydro.  Those first couple of weeks are the worst. I think back to that time and I cant believe I made it thru. It is so hard, but you can do it...just hang in there. It gets better one day at a time....Just take it one day at a time, or 1 hr at a time...it is so worth it...Sleep will come....Best of luck...

BornofOsiris · Answer

damnit!!! so i just got home and as soon as i walk in, my step mom has all her pills on the table(since i told them about my addiction she keeps her pills in a safe) they were just sitting right there....she was outside smoking a cig...i could have taken them...i almost did...BUT i did the right thing went outside and told her...i feel good about it but i am having a terrible craving now...this is what i get for popping pills in the first place!!! i gatta stay strong. 

Anyways i went to a store called guitar center for motivation. I went around looking at new bass's that i can buy with the money i will have saved from not buying so many pills.

PS
This WILL NOT last...THis CANNOT last...

BornofOsiris · Answer

Congrats on day 14!!! i cant wait for my two weeks =D...Yea NA is really important for me right now since i dont have anyone who i know that is my age with a addiction. Plus it allways helps to have extra support (bringing out the big  BIG guns hahaha)


PS
This WILL NOT last...This CANNOT last..

AmoreDiAmore · Answer

Hey! Congratulations I'm on day 14, I'm on the suboxone program and going to groups 4 times a week and I've been noticing how clear my thinking is now. I feels amazing. My sleep is still bad too but it's gotten a lot better from day one. it's really great that you're going to meetings, it feels good to share your story and listen to others. it gives me more of a push to stay clean. Keep up the great work! If you need some support message me anytime! HUGS!