100 hrs since last dose methadone

[SmilingBright]

Still rocking this out.  Honestly felt way worse while I was tapering then I do right now!!!!  Praising God.  No desire to take another pill!!  But will always keep my dukes up against that ugly beast!!!  
I'm not Full of fake energy like I was while using.  But I'm ok w that. Rolling w it. And knowing it will come back to me ten fold eventually!!  Bc my god is good and I am putting my Trust in Him!!  I no longer want to be in bondange to those dumb pills anymore!!!  I love my new self without pills!! The emotions are amazing.  The love I can show my boys and hubby is wonderful.  The laughter in my house.  Thanking and praising God.

Freedom is here!!!  

Sorry if I'm obnoxious by posting each day my hours.  It kinda makes me happy to see my progress.
  Praying u all have a Blessed day today!!!

[VICourageous]

Yes u and sweetness have been a up lift issue for me..I wish I would of came here and know now what I know..(should of could of) u know...I would of done it a way better way then suffer as long and hard as I did..And the benzo I did not even know about how dangerous it was to not do a taper OMG what a nightmare...And the people out here are soo smart..I just hang to learn from here...I even have to look in the dictionary sometimes on those big words used...Just to make sure I am reading it right..Ha.. I think I will PM u after I go and eat a bit..lol
moose-lips   vic

[SmilingBright]

Hey my sweet moose lips,

All is great and sunny beautiful day here.  Wish I could send some your way.  Praying for u.

I really honestly ammso grateful for all those who told me slow and steady wins this race on tapering off methadone.    I feel Great.  Almost done w my 4 th day clean   I seriously struggled w more when I tapered quickly than I do now.  Oh and of course the countless times I tried Quiting cold turkey off this crap.  I was miserable.  This is def the way to do it!!!!!   Amazing how good god is !!!  

Hugs Christina

[VICourageous]

Hey girlfriend just caught this..Now you can start to count the days then weeks then months and ??? YEA great positive thinking.. I have spend most my afternoon in the PMs. I remarked on the last post u did before I went to bed...I said that when u wake up u will have more time in..It is a blessing how much better we feel every morning we wake up...Even when I could not sleep for a long time in the beginning, I knew when the sun came up I was just that much better..Now it is really flying...I still have some issues but the positive thinking and my God sees me threw each min..lol Hope it is very sunny there today..Pass some this way...Its raining but it is melting the darn snow...

[Missshawn]

Congrats..

[SmilingBright]

Aww thanks clean in ks!!  
I am
Much happier!!!  Thanking god.  Busy busy day today!!  

[clean_in_ks]

You're shining bright.....as well as smiling bright!!

Your new name suits this new clean you~