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[CinChelle]

My fiancée is VERY bad off today. I don't know how to help him. He's talking about rather being dead than this. What should I do? If I take him to the hospital will we get in trouble? Should I go get him one?

[gnarly_1]

HI im sorry your going to loose your phone ..it seams when it rains it poors  try and hang in there use you phone now to google n/a or a/a meeting in your area it will help to have some people around you that understand...I hope you can get to a computer at a friends house or mabe even better scrape together the money to keep you phone on even if you have to borrow it...I know what its like to struggle financially its just one more thing right now you dont need just know where all here for you do your best to come here for support
we will all be here when you get your phone back on...even with all this..YOU CAN STILL DO IT just have faith...good luck and God bless...your friend Mark

[CinChelle]

I no this sounds pitiful but my phone gets shut off at midnight and that's how I have been communicating with u all. I will keep everyone posted when I can. Please pray for me and shawn.....mainly him. I know he can do this if he can believe that. Any last advice?

[gnarly_1]

HI hows it going??/ I hope you day is at lest smoothing out a bit when we detox some really crazy stuff can go thew your head..you almost feel like your going insane sometimes your fiancee is jumping off at a much higher dose then you so his withdrawals are going to be a bit more extreme ..a lot of what he is saying is the addiction talking
it will always try and talk you into using again...and some times we stumble on the path out its all part of it....just dont loose hope thing will start to get better im so glad your still hanging in there with all this going on around you you a strong girl..as I have said b/4 you will find your stronger then you think...YOU CAN DO THIS your 1/2way there now
just keep pushing forward let your fiancee do what hes going to do...right now you need to take care of you we dont want to give up the clean time you have worked so hard for
in a few days the physical part will be over...then we can get you involved with some sort of aftercare to help you on your road to recovery...keep posting thing will get better
good luck and God bless.....Gnarly  

[CinChelle]

He did 2 5s. I'm very worried for him. He doesn't want to try everything that has helped me. I keep talking to him positive but he keeps having these crazy thoughts that can get him hurt or in jail.

[bugsy89735]

NO NO NO NO,,,,this will pass,, YOU have to be strong,,I am on Day 4 off of 150mg's Oxy and I feel like ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I am going to be a man this time,,WHY,,I want to think clearer,,move better,,get the "where are my pills,,or,,there gone ,now what,, like chasing the devil,,, Please be strong with me and keep posting,,,bugzy

[Emily_MHManager]

Hi there -

I just wanted to give you all some info we have on the site.  If you do a site search for "suicide", you will get some good info, plus a suicide hotline appears.  Withdrawal is a tough time, so please reach out for whatever help you need.

Here is what you get when you search for suicide - http://www.medhelp.org/search?query=suicide&camp=top_nav_search

Best wishes,
Emily

[gnarly_1]

hey hang in there im trying to get you guys some help....Gnarly

[Dadof5kids1973]

No, dont get him one. This is all part of it and will pass in a few days, Believe me I know when I say it may make him feel better for a few hours but you lose the time you have already got in. Be strong as this will soon pass.

[vicki595]

Hi~ What's going on? Is he withdrawing?