13 days methadone free!!

[SmilingBright]

Wow guys.  Almost at my 2 week mark without methadone!!!  I honestly can say I'm not sure if I would have made it this far without the support of all you people!!!  This forum is truly a blessing!!  
I feel great as long as I'm busy.  Just need to come up w a game plan on my days off so I don't freak out like I did last weekend w anxiety.  Ha

I truly appreciate all your kinds words and support throughout my process.  Praying you all have a great day today

Oh I had another stupid dream last night about pills.  Ugh. But it's ok I'm all good this morn!!!! I know those dreams will come as long as I'm fighting this beast.  But I will not give in!!!!  

God bless u my friends!!!!!  

Big big hugs to u guys!!!!!!

[toothfairie]

Hey girl!! Congrats on the 13 days!!  You are doing so well!! Just keep it up and yep, staying busy will def help!  You are always busy so don't fret about it!!  Hope you are having a great day!

Lisa

[starshine7]

Thanks for inspirations again and again. You deserve this. Your a kind soul :)

[jennlp29]

Congrats!!!!!!! So happy for u..that's awesome!!!!!

[Bubulous]

Congrats budddy,
Yeah those dreams stink.  I hope you have a great day.

[SmilingBright]

Thanks you guys.  Y'all are so sweet!!! Love my peeps.  Hope y'all have a great day!!  

[VICourageous]

I must say we should add a SmilingBright recipe on the bottom of the page right next or in the Thomas one...Have it say "Three Keys to Success" are God, Positive Thinking, and Keep Busy...That is soooo Awsome..You are just ticking away in time.. Good Job!!!! lol
God Bless You Aways...
vickie

[SmilingBright]

Awww Vic u r sweet.  I just love u. Lol.

[gnarly_1]

HI every once in a wile we get someone who kicks the done without much withdrawls  ....count your blessing and cuddos to you for sticking it out to do it   it will take a wile for all the symptom go away but it is so worth it
......................................Gnarly

[SmilingBright]

Thanks gnarly!!  I truly believe its by Gods amazing grace that I haven't experienced many wds.  God is so good.

You know thinking back on everything.  When I first started tapering jan 1st. Someone asked of I was going to be able to take time off from wk for about a month to wd.  I told them no I have to keep working.   (thank God I didn't stay Hm for a month). Being in my own head for that many days would have been heck!!!!  So glad I was able to work this whole time.  

Hope my buddies are well   Had a great day at work.

[SmilingBright]

Super excited!!! Ending day 13.  Going on 14 (2 weeks). Watch out baby I'm getting over this junk and not looking back.  Seems like I have the Big Guy on my side and not take that for granted here.  

[FourJays]

Wow, another day down - you are killin this girl!  Does not surprise me a bit with that awesome spirit and great attitude.  2 weeks coming your way - couldn't be happier for you!
Julie

[SmilingBright]

Aww thanks Julie.  I do great as long as I'm busy at work.  Now I need to figure out how to be peaceful and happy when I'm Hm
All day.  That's my next challenge.  Lol.

Maybe I will Make a list and start hacking away at my projects around the house. (hoarders). Maybe I should call them. Lol

[FourJays]

I could just send them your way when they are done here . .

They are going to need a 2 hour special when it comes to my story . . ugh.  

I just wish I could move my treadmill upstairs then I could pretend it wasn't there - kind of like I did for the past several years before I got clean - I think I forgot I had a basement (among other things . . oj)

[SmilingBright]

2 hr special. Lol. Funny.

Send em my way when ur episode is done. Lol.

Yeah I need to get a wkout in!!! But prob won't be able to till thurs.  just too busy;( it's all good tho.  Trying to keep my diet in check so at least I'm
Not gonna be depressed from eatIng junk all day. Lol.