Hi forum people. I used to be on here a lot but not so much lately. I see there are some people still here I recognize from a couple years ago when I got clean. I was taking 60-80 mgs or oxy/norco per day plus booze plus valium, I was a total wreck. My life was a total wreck. I managed to stay clean through all the sickness and insomnia by posting and reading here and going to AA/NA meetings (which I still do, but not as much) and today my life is a million times better. I can sleep, eat, socialize, work, take care of my kids, pay my bills, and do fun things I forgot I liked. ALL of that I do clean and sober and wow, what a difference. To those of you just starting on your journey, hang in there..it gets better and better every day. I can't even express the gratitude and happiness I have today for my sobriety. My life is NOT perfect but nobody's is, right? I LOVE being clean. If you're thinking about getting clean, or you're struggling right now with staying clean, don't try it alone. I had to have help. Thank you to those of you who were around when I needed you. I am forever grateful to the people here. Take care and God bless all of you
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