30 a day update on day 5

[reallyneedhelp76]

Ok got up after little sleep and had to fight the mental habit of snarfing down a fist of pills, went grocery shopping, got into fight with the cashier, and left feeling happy that i was able to feel the emotion of mad, learned what an i pod was, hijacked my husband's i pod, deleted all his stuff, sorry babe, learned how to download, tackled huge project in hhouse, cooked dinner, and just got back from an hour long walk with dog that FLEW by because i was jamming and GUESS what?  After i left the house, I NEVER thought of withdrawal or pills at ALL!!!!  So now i'm totally beat physically and am going to take shower and not even think about it but dang i'm sleeping tonight.  So to all who've asked that's the day, and remeber i was the smart taking 4-8 norco's at a time every three hours.  There is hope for even stupid me, and i promised myself today i WILL not waste another breath of my life EVER again.  Night all!! Thanks for each one of you!!! Oh and medic i switched to days just for you!!! LOL!

[Dhelpme]

You go!  That info is so promising for me to hear.  I am really happy for you. Please keep posting!  D

[like_mom]

I'm so proud if you! You inspire me and bring me relief knowing I'm not the only one fighting this battle. I just posted a lil about me tonight. I don't have a way to get any valerian root or melatonin bc of where I live. Anyways, here's to a good nights rest and a productive clean and sober tomorrow!

[April_85]

I am right there with you! Had almost exact same day except no fight with the cashier! I am beat and scared to even think about not sleeping another night so...I won't! Try to relax, take a bath, they have helped me with my jerky legs. You can do it! Keep the posts coming, they help me too!