After one more harrowing night, I got up early, cleaned the house, went shopping, out to lunch and dinner. Have not done that since my surgery 2 mos ago. I was determined not to do what I have been doing, staying in the bed, with the WD's. Today, have felt a world better, taking the meds suggested on here. Not sure if that is the biggest help, but I dont care, will be taking them ongoing. So, my mind is better today. Had a crying spell early this morning, just finally let go and sobbed for over an hour, that helped also So looking for another good day tomorrow. I cannot tell you all what a Godsend this site was to me this week. I was in a deep dark hole and really didnt know fully what was up. I intend on keeping here as I know I will be weak..... And if I can at least help someone else. Good people here!