IT IS MUCH WORSE THAN I THOUGHT

[Needhelp59]

Well, what she says about me is one thing, and I can live with that and forgive her.  BUT I just got word from a really reliable source who cared enough to phone me (they happen to be a close friend in law enforcement) that they are watching her.  I wondered how she afforded what she did, well it seems she vascillated between dealing and selling herself.  THIS IS MY BABY SISTER, Y'ALL!  I am physically sick.  Literally on the verge of throwing up.  I didn't think I had more tears to shed but I was wrong.  She not only is most likely going to be arrested (which might be her bottom) but she will most likely lose the kids.  Oh God what a mess.

HELP?

[Needhelp59]

She did say she had stopped and her husband thinks so too, but based on her actions I have had my doubts.  I am not sure what drugs he has screened for when he gave her the drug tests.  I had commented I didn't see how in heavens name she could afford anything - isn't cocaine expensive?  I also do know that the different pills she has had she has gotten God knows where, because they are not prescribed to her, so I just do not know.  After hearing what I just heard, I guess she can sell them and make $$$ or sell herself and make $$$.  Like I said last week, if it isn't drugs, then she is seriously mentally troubled.  Also, the friend from law enforcement didn't give me any details about where this happened, when etc. so I know none of the details.

[cathy5841]

oh hun, i feel for you.  but, you gotta pay to play and hopefully this WILL get her attention.  i thought she quit the drugs???  just keep doing what you are doing and be there for the kiddos.  i will keep  you all in my prayers.

[Needhelp59]

BTW-when I say selling herself, I didn't mean the drugs, but apparently her body.  Oh God I am so sick....I know the drugs will f--- with her mind, but what about what she could pick up and bring home to her husband?  And now I cannot stop thinking about hte 45 pounds she has lost.  Oh god.

[confused456]

The up side to this is that if she loses the kids, they are already with you and in a stable loving environment. i am so sorry to hear this. I can't even imagine the emotions you are going through right now BUT the kids HAVE to be your focus! Keep them safe at all costs! IF this is her bottom, maybe she can do things the Court asks in order to someday get the kids back if that happens that they are taken away fully from her. If that happens, fight to the end and KEEP them with you!! You are in my thoughts. Keep doing what you are doing.

[bandnmom]

OMG...it does keep getting worse. Stay strong. I will be praying for you and family.
hugs
-jen

[worried878]

I am sooooo sorry....but i would warn her...i would have to...may not be the right thing to do but i would have to let her know