Been through the Oxy and working on Vicoden withdrawals

[Jagstarrr]

Hi Folks. I have a 3 page documentation on my Oxycontin withdrawals. It happened last April. I lived through it. If you would like a copy, see my email address at the bottom. I am also on vicoden and have 4 pills left. Im trying to slowly wean myself off using these 4 pills. I broke those 4 in half. Right now I have some nervousness and think I can pull this off without losing time out of my life. I've been taking Vicoden for about 2 1/2 years. I went clean last year for only about 2 weeks. I got back into them pretty heavy. I even found a place on-line to get scripts. Nothing was planned. I again cut myself down in Feb of this month. Determined to stop. When I do cut down, they work again for chronic pain. We all know about that. It seems I can feel the toxins build up inside my body. My feet swell if taken too many in succession. This will be my second go at stopping. My first for just Vicodens. I guess I just want to say that this all Sucks! Narcotics work, but all information should be given before starting. Oxycontin is bad as far as I'm concerned. It ruined my life. All I wanted to do was take pills. I DO have my 'wants and likes' back. Now to stop the vics and look for an alternative route.  If you can help me through this or I you, here's my email address: ***@****

[GOD]

There ARE legitimate online drugstores out there, and you can find them easily. BUT (and that is the big BUT). NO ONLINE DRUGSTORE that is legitimate will sell ANYTHING containing ANY opiate dirivate. The most powerful drugs you can buy legitimately are SOMA, FLEXERIL and Ultram/Ultracet. But it is JUST not worth it anyway. These drugstores that look like they sell just about anything have NOTHING to lose. they just collect your money, and see if anyone will try again. What are you going to do if they screw you out of a bunch of money -- Call the police, write the Better Business associations? If you contact anyone, YOU will end up in jail for soliciting an illegal drugs. Hell, if I lived in another country, I'd sell Heroine, morphine, crack, exstasy and POT all online. I'd probably make 100's of thousands of dollars before anyone caught on and spread the word.

Well, ANYWAY, guys- Listen to Frenchee & me.... DON'T buy online!

[Frenchee]

MEDICUSA.COM does not send their products and do not return calls. For those of you that might want to order on line, this is a joke! I feel like a fool but that will teach me a lesson : )

[hippy]

hey m  Her,s 3 really , really good books.

One beleivable  horror  is CALEB CARR  
(THE ALIENIST ) set in newyork in the 1890's
I really enjoyed it.

( the butchers theater).  by jonathan kellerman.
about a seriel killer in israel.

(THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW)  by allan folsom

[oh please already]

ME TOO i am looking for a great big fat book,have you read robert walker,john grisham or john sanford sudden prey? all are thrillers, if you have any great suggestions i will take them, i hate mushy love/sift porn but im am so desprait that i just read a harliquin love novel( kill me now)  I love horror but it has to be believable,thrillers, history    laura

[GOD]

So I sat down at the PC this morning and wanted to see just what would come out in a Free-association type writing.... the text that follows is the results.

Why is the Feeling SO REAL!

Lonely desolation brings lack of love and no meaning to existence. However, good feelings bring exultation and hunger for power

[Frenchee]

Thanks for your post. I know... I was stupid for ordering that stuff.. God, I have been clean for a while! I like your "poem"... Hope you are doing good.