I can't take a poll on judgeing your life and recovery either. It doesn't matter what we think, we are not here to judge, only support.
Sounds like you are doing what is best for you.
Stay strong.
I agree with avis.......it doesnt matter what anyone thinks. This is YOUR recovery. We each have to do what is right for us.............sara
My sister is on meth and still battles everyday not to up her dose on her own and get high. Its too easy.
I think your doing your best with what tools you have and comend you for the efforts. Being clean is not an easy thing, period.
who would want to take time & thought to write ,,, when so many posts get deleted. this forum to censored. its terrible.
Again here goes one more I cant answer that What I see here are a group of people who support you in finding your own answers and also encouraging you in whatever you choose.I went on meds 7 years ago does that make me dirty. My answer is NO I am med compliant and responsible to my recovery. God luck,,,freebird227
I agree with avisg. It does not matter a bit what I, or anyone else on this forum thinks. It's a personal choice you made. Please, don't let other people's opinions about YOUR health hinder YOUR recovery. Get into a program, seek some support, get mentally well, and then get off the methadone. People's opinions on whether you are clean or not should be furthermost from your mind.