Well i have to be careful not to give myself away due to custody and settlement stuff going on in my life. At the moment im trying to slowly taper down off of suboxone i know it's not much 32mg to 28mg, daily. I have just started tho. I see my doc in two weeks, hoping to go into rehab to also get off of alot of sleepers, valium you name it. It all had started due to so many operations within a short amount of time and i was dependant on everything. I guess im here as i have come off of it before - cold turky and i was a mess, and the pain unbearable. Will it be different if i go into a rehabilitation place the docs happy for me to go to? I want to be me and normal again, but cant imagine at least popping a sleeper to get to sleep! Going crazy and confused. And the family just cant understand. HELP?