I was reading all the old posts (archives, ect) and I noticed one common thing in alot of these stories --- people going into for routine dental work, routine surgery, or even life altering surgery..... after surgery or whatever the smiling doc gives you a prescription for pain (just until you feel better)... in my case the neurologist had me on celebrex, lyrica, dilaudid, and lortabs before surgery. After surgery I did not use the morphine pump at all so they thought (as I did) that all was well. Surgery does not work, go in for another, and now it is two years with constant narcotic pain relievers. Second surgery is worse... sent home after spinal surgery from the recovery room while still bleeding, go back in, get dilaudid by I.V. till next morning.... Doc comes in and asks if I have a pain med addiction... no I don't (no one ever does) and he d/c's all meds... you know the rest... just about all stories are pretty close.... get you hooked and then wonder why you take them.... I never knew there is dependence and then addiction (both the same when quitting as far as w/d's are concerned) but no one ever tells you what is going to happen... and then doc acts surprised, mystified, and self righteous.... how can you do this to yourself? I don't know but I thought you had the script pad, not me........ just a thought