Hi all! What a freakin day!!! Went whitewater rafting with hubby today.... What wa I thinking?? Geez can we say exhausted and sore!!!! I had bought the tickets during my short 3 month clean time thinking how much fun it would be not realizing or thinking I would be on day 12 again.... Oh well!!! It would have been sooooo awesome had I stayed clean but even with serious and I mean serous lack of energy I mustered enough to make it through some rapids and laugh a bit too!!! Think of all the great things I can do once this fog lifts and just even a lil energy comes back??? Endless :)... So looking forward to it!!! Off to bath ( epsom salts) and hey maybe I'll get a good nice sleep ??? This could be positive .. See glass half full.., see u all tommottow day 13 here I come!!!!! Stay strong everyone!!!!!