Hi mercy just wanted to throw my support in with the others and let you know how strong you are that you have made the decision to quit the oxy even though you have pain.. I'm very happy for you that you are reclaiming your life and freedom.. My thoughts are with you.. It does get better in so many ways....
Hang in there...it will get better soon and you will feel so much better and the world will seem so much better.....It is tough but you can do it....as the saying goes you have to want to be clean more than you want to use....your a long way down the road to being clean....keep going we are here to support you...
Best wishes...
jambo
Congrats on being a week clean! It WILL get better sweetie! You are doing great!!! Try to get out a take walks - it will help you a lot with the withdrawals. I am so sorry you are all alone, but we are here for you!!! You can do this and I'm sending love and prayers your way! Love, Janet
i holed up here for 5 days during detox..also live aklone.,,my g-dtr came over for 2 of those nights and it helped..i also got out each day to walk..that was the only time i left the house til day 5 and i was back to work...staying busy can help when u feel up to it..even cleaning out a closet/even if it takes all day long to do it/can be rewarding...movies and books...catch up on phone calls or emails..posting here too all helps..have u tried a walk?
The best thing I can say at this point is that it will get better as the days go by. You're most definitely through the worst. You'll begin to feel better...then the mental side comes along. What plans have you made for aftercare? AA? NA? Group Therapy? Therapist? The withdrawal is actually the easy part of this addiction. The mental stuff is the hard part.
not having contact with people seems to be the norm when withdrawing but your social side will return sometimes we have to force ourselves to reach out and socialize but everyday you will find it easier to do that.congratulations on a week clean keep up the good fight and be proud!
snowflake
Good morning and congrats on a week clean. Hang in there and know that you will be feeling so much better soon and you can hold your head high for this accomplishment. It's so hard at first, but worth the fight. When i first got clean, i didn't have much contact with people either at first, i was so pissed off and angry and sick lol. it is a process, but there is so much good waiting for us when we are clean. Stay strong, we are here for you:)