All aboard for EUROPE!!!!!
Kel,
You'll be alright. After abusing pills as strong as opiates, I doubt you'll find anti-depressants addictive. But if you don't want to take them that's OK too! I'm a very sad person, but there's a couple things that help me feel a little better. I write in a Journal everyday, it helps me and I hope to someday be able to look back on it and be thankful that I don't feel like that anymore.
I don't know if you believe in God? But I for one have given up waiting for the people in my life to help me. A quote - "There was never a person who did anything worth doing for someone else that he did not recieve more then he gave" - Henry Ward Beecher.
Try praying to God when you feel completely alone. If you believe in God then you know you're not (alone).
I don't know anything that will 'cure' your depression, because like I said i'm pretty sad myself. But just some suggestions, the journal thing is actually a pretty good one! Good Luck! -Sis
Well?!
GWH
You never answered me... What's wrong. Cat got your tongue?
Are you feeling the crawlies, or are you doing O.K. for now..
We want to know NOW!
Hey Skip, are you still working yer ass off? We need an update on the Eye situation. how did that all work out?
Peace@#!!
Jess
LMAO!!! You have no idea how true that is! Ya know, in Japan, they sale Codiene and hydro products over the counter, YET vicks vapor rub and Vicks products are illegel. GO FIGURE! What a world!
~Kell
jess:
hey i'm still working, but i think i'm gonna get laid off on
monday. i don't know for sure, i just have a real bad feeling in
my gut. i don't know what to say..,.18 years here and then just put out the door! **** it...
gwh: will try to e-mail pictures this weekend. moving all my
pictures off work computer to home today. sorry
hey did you guys check out poem i left in thread below?
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Well to add some hope for people here with teh depression thing. After i am NOT using for about 2 weeks my mental status gets gradually better. Everytime I quit, i feel soo much better after a month or so.
I just want people to know that there is hope for depression. I am getting ready to quit again soon and I cant wait to not wake up in the morning with utter and sheer panic that the hydro has made me. I have become a recluse at 33 cause of these drugs. I forgo and social obligations cause I ratehr stay home and take the hydro because weh I leave i get panic. Whenever I wake up in the morning, I usually throw up. I travel extebnsively for my job, so you can imagine how I feel when I have to leave my aprtment.
Anyway, at least for me, it DOES get better over time and i relish that day again when I dont take the hydro.