Well,
Yesterday, I was stupid enough to drop a slege hammer and a 24 pack of Dr Pepper on my foot for the only reason to get pills. Hopw pathetic am I? Although it worked and now I have my pills and feel like such an ass and a pathetic addict and some what guilty. So, my question is, has any of you done something as stupid as I did yesterday? Please let me know I'm not the only addict freak willing to do anything to get pills? I have to say though, it opened my eyes to how bad my addiction really is. It made me do a lot of thinking about maybe it's time I get some real help like putting my into detox and coming clean about my abuse with pills. I must admitt it scares me because in coming clean they put it in your record and then so much for getting pills in the future. Although maybe that is what I really need because I have easy access to pills through my rhuematiod arthritis doctor. I would have had pills but he went on vacation and was unable to fill my script. So what do I do, I freak out and injure myself to get me by till he gets back from vacation. Anyway, I would love to read what others have done to get pills just so I know I'm NOT crazy and not alone in my stupidity! Thanks Love Jessica Please NO ONE HATE ME for what I did yesterday