Well, i started my suboxone treatment today, and they started me off with 2 mg, followed by 2 more, and then 4 mg at night time. Tomorrow, i take 4 mg in the day and 4 mg at night... And ill tell you, i feel AMAZING. This is one of the best things that has happened to me. My girlfriend has been with me every step of the way, and her parents now know too...and the first things they asked me when i walked in was, "what do you want us to do?" I almost started crying! I also have 2 great buddies here for me, my gf, her parents, my mom and dad, and my 2 sisters. What a support group! I attended 2 meetings tonight, and have 3 more scheduled for tomorrow (on top of hunting for jobs). So, I'm getting my feet on the ground, and i suppose that only time will tell...But subutex has definitely saved my life. And input or information would be GREATLY appreciated, or just some compassion... So please, somebody talk to me on here, my words cannot justify how much it means to me.