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HELP ME, anybody
Help!!!! What makes it easier to get thru day one to everyday after? I've been doing pills (vicodin percocet) for three years I wanna get clean because I hate waking up without it I hate even thinking about being without it of course when I have no money I'm without but I always find a way i never can get past day 2 and of course I got too stop and I have too want to which I do I'm just literally scares shirtless. (Excuse my language) its just the temptation of having it when its around or when its available also I just want to be able to have money extra money I work a full time job I pay my bills and but not only that its like a priority in my life... How do I stop and stay awayyy?!! I literally drive myself crazy and im up all night this is the only thing iv ever done but 3 yrs is along time....
Drake read my last post. Nothing will change until you seek help. You don't need to be unassisted in the state you are in. But you are choosing to. Yes I know you are petrified of seeking outside help.
But what is reality? Should one be petrified, because its warranted? Is going to a clinic going to put you 'at risk' ?
Would you rather give in to your anxiety, not seek help, stay in hell or worse relapse?
What are you choosing?
You have insurance!!!!!!!!!!!! So many people in the country you live in have no choice but to go it 'alone' because they don't have insurance and a lot of the people that come here don't have any insurance or the type of insurance they have doesn't cover them for drug rehab.
But what is reality? Should one be petrified, because its warranted? Is going to a clinic going to put you 'at risk' ?
Would you rather give in to your anxiety, not seek help, stay in hell or worse relapse?
What are you choosing?
You have insurance!!!!!!!!!!!! So many people in the country you live in have no choice but to go it 'alone' because they don't have insurance and a lot of the people that come here don't have any insurance or the type of insurance they have doesn't cover them for drug rehab.
It is its so bad this *****! Its killing me!!
And on top of that I am freaking about it earlier when I was asleep I had a bad dream about it and that doesn't make it ANY BETTER
Drake pleeeeasssse ring and outpatient clinic so you can see a dr. They may give you meds to help with the anxiety etc, get you in to see a therapist etc etc. You don't need to be in the state of mind you are in physically alone.
Your isolation is causing this to be sooooo much worse then it needs to be.
Your isolation is causing this to be sooooo much worse then it needs to be.
Ohhh not to well :( I have terrible anxiety and I wish I could just not go thru this I'm having negative thoughts of course and I just wish I could sleep it away ha its so hard my mind won't stop racing and I got paid today so what in the world is the first thing I would do. Buy. And I'm trying to just not go down that road
Hi Drake how are you going?
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