HELP ME, anybody

[drakeBpat]

Help!!!! What makes it easier to get thru day one to everyday after? I've been doing pills (vicodin percocet) for three years I wanna get clean because I hate waking up without it I hate even thinking about being without it of course when I have no money I'm without but I always find a way i never can get past day 2 and of course I got too stop and I have too want to which I do I'm just literally scares shirtless. (Excuse my language) its just the temptation of having it when its around or when its available also I just want to be able to have money extra money I work a full time job I pay my bills and but not only that its like a priority in my life... How do I stop and stay awayyy?!! I literally drive myself crazy and im up all night this is the only thing iv ever done but 3 yrs is along time....

[dwhitti777]

Don't worry about what you are going to feel like hours from now. Just get through this hour...and then the next....and so on. Just find something positive to focus on for now.

[drakeBpat]

Worried that I'm gonna get bored and have all the time in the world to think. Im already panicinf and i have hrs ahead of me. And with insurance I think I can get help with anything I need! I'll have to look into it for this kinda situation

[dwhitti777]

When that happens it is good for you to post... but also go over to YouTube and watch some funny video clips on something. For some reason I've been watching funny clips from Judge Joe Brown. *lol*

[Sarbie]

Drake- I so hear you. What has you worried as hell, ( I'm sure I know but it will be good to get it out).

I'm in Australia, so please bear with me. You wrote you have insurance, just no Dr. Help-wise with the type of insurance you have, what will this allow you to access?

[drakeBpat]

Imn having a rough night. I cant eat relax.... Here comes the anxiety and i swear i just have the worst brain i can be fine and then boom my brain clicks and I am n the worst mood and my brain just makes it to where I'm starving for these things! This sux!!

[drakeBpat]

I really do want this ... Its so hard but iv gotten to that point ya know ? And yeah I love working night because like you said It passes time and tomorrow is my day off I'm worried as hell : {{  Life doesnt  stop for nothin