Hello Angels

[swtbreezie]

I just stopped in to say hi and check on all of you.  I haven't been around much.  I don't have a pc at my place and I am back in this town for probation and dwi classes.  My pc is at my sister's so I have to come here to check on ya.  I am so happy to see all of you doing well I am reading the posts right now. And the ones not doing too good, I am praying for you, keep your head up and get right back on that horse and ride it out!   I hope to be relocated soon to my Fiancee's.  This has been a hard month, I got back and got stuck here to do all those classes, and gas is OUTRAGOUS, so my traveling time is cut down.  I'll be happpy to get back to living again.  I am still clean and sober 2 and a half months now, but it sure is tough without you all and my guy.  I have to fight 10 times as hard, not to be depressed and keep my head up here.  I did visit my husband and daughter's grave, and I guess I'm finally coping, and putting the ghosts where they belong, in my sweet memory book, for all my angels to know and if you are new here my story is in my journals or just as one of the angels they can tell you..  I didnt cry at all this time, and that is a major change for me I used to lock myself in the house and cry for a week or more, and wouldn't open the door for anyone.   miss you all.  I have a place directly across the street from our old home, it was tough seeing it daily for a week or so, and I still long for my life back, but I know it isn't coming back, I can't replace my family.  But I can and am going on with my new life, progress is slow but I'm getting there, and I will be clean and sober to enjoy it.
I miss you all
HUGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ MY ANGELS!
swtbreezie

[Jacqui805]

Girl, you have been missed around here, glad to see you back and still hangin' in there with us.  I'm glad to hear you're taking care of yourself, and of course you know you've got us to help you through it all.

[swtbreezie]

bye 4 now guys I'll check back as soon as I can.  STAY on the straight and narrow, keep working it if it works as oxy says I MISS YOU ALSO Oxy!    I need my angels so I can't be gone long!   Giz,Sis, confused,worried,r2r,enemy,cathy,Sad,avis,enemy,newmanagement,mimi,opi,BMC.  OH MY GOSH too many to list,   You all know who you are.  Just my Angels, is all I can say!  And for all the people just coming to the forum, The Angels are the BEST, they can help you, I have all the faith in the world in them.
hugzzzzzzzzzzz
lots of luv going your way
swtbreezie

[swtbreezie]

I have missed you too!  I think of you all daily and my prayer list is longer than my leg at night I bet God says ok is she done yet?  I'm sleepy, even "I rested after the 7th day" lol
hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
swtbreezie

[swtbreezie]

Dove,
I just wanted to leave you a message if you come on here, and ty so much for all of your help with the probation thing.  I was so dunb, I have never done anything like this.  I will let you know the outcome whether or not they let me transfer.  I MISS YA and hope you are doing well.  Thanks Sis!
swtbreezie

[road2recovery]

I am so happy to hear from you..know u have been on my mind...One day at a time, remember that, and stay strong my friend...
hugs
r2r

[swtbreezie]

Thanks Bri and Cathy!  I am hanging sometimes I think by a thread but I get better lol  I'll be glad when these classes are over!
swtbreezie

[bmc1976]

It sure sounds like you are doing much better. I'm so happy for you! Just take things one day at a time. You are doing amazing. Hang in there!
Brian

[cathy5841]

hi girlie, i am sooo glad to see you.  you were greatly missed.
much love
cathy

[swtbreezie]

Awwwwwwwww hi guys.  I miss all of you terribly and it is sure tough not being able to hop on here and talk to you.  I am so proud to call you all my friends, you all have been an inspiration to me.  Feels like I'm home when I come here.  Worried keep up the wonderful work, I am like you one habit at a time.  
Love you
guys
swtbreezie

[confused456]

I am SO happy to hear from you!! I am so happy to hear that you are doing better and things will get even better for you. You are such a sweetie and you deserve all the best!! Big hugs to you!!!!

[worried878]

Has been a while and you sound like u r doing well....I am in an AA group instead of an NA group due to I feel more at home there...I still drink socially and been wondering if I should give that up too..oh well   one demon at a time but i am glad u r doing well

[enemy48]

Gurl!  Thankfully you're okay.  I was worried not seeing you post.  You sound like you're on the right track.

Great hearing from you.

Love,
An Angel

[avisg]

nice to see you ...... you ARE getting there .DOVE has been wondering if you were alright she will be thrilled to see you post . As am I ...Have a great weekend