99 Days Clean - Feel Like Using?

[rickcas06]

I am clean 99 days off opiates and alcohol. Today has been an extremely difficult day for getting cravings. I did attend an NA meeting tonight and felt better while I was there. Now  that I am back home the urges are coming again where I want to go out and purchase some alcohol since I no longer have any connections for oxy.

Any feedback would be much appreciated!

Rick Cas

[Demons_Within]

Congrats 100 days,  I wish I was on 100 days, I am still struggling to make it past day 1 and through the W/D, It helps to see people making it.  I have not had any treatment of any kind and am trying to do this C/T, wish me luck :(

[kim715]

I'm so glad you made it through that craving.I was worried about you,but YOU DID IT and thats fantastic.CONGRATS on 100 days clean,thats awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Keep going!!!!!!!!!   Kim

[stilltrying1965]

WTG. Well done wish it was me. Be proud of yourself youve done great. Its great to read when people are beating their demons. Well done

[desperate1111]

happy happy 100 days clean! it gets so much better from here on.

[SophieShine]

You are an inspiration to us all. 100 days wow. Be proud of yourself. I am of you!

[elwoodsf]

You are doing great - 100 days. I've heard that "anniversary" dates can be challenging but they pass very quickly. You've passed the 90 day mark. The "anniversary" dates for the first year are 90 days, 6 mos, 9 mos and one year. You did it. Don't give up the fight. It is not worth the loss. Been there, done that, didn't buy the T-shirt. Too much shame for me.

Great job ~ El

[gizzy32]

This was great to read, well done on fighting through, i bet you feel better today:) Congrats on 100 days.

[Ostev]

Great job!!

[aws01]

Congrats on your 100 days clean..  As of today, I have 162 days.  I know what you mean about those cravings.  They can be so rough at times.  But you can always get thru it.  We have way too much to lose by acting on them now. Can you imagine having to start over ?  I can't.  I think about that every time I have a craving from hell and it keeps me clean .  If I have to not use minute by minute, by hour, or by the day,  I wont give in and you shouldn't either.  Way to Go,  Keep Going,  You are doing a great job.  Believe in yourself, and you can make it thru anything.

[merrymaria]

way to go...you did it.  these cravings can be so overwhelming....i m so glad you stayed so strong....congrats on 100 days...woohoo...maria

[refusingbondage]

CONGRATS on making it past the cravings and on 100 days. Whoo Hoo - Keep fighting!  

[rickcas06]

Thanks to those that repsonded. It helped me without measure. I made it through the night and today is my 100TH day clean.

thanks again!

[road2recovery]

Ronnie is right ...the big 100 days tomorrow...this may be some PAWS...Read up on it, you did good by posting...You know you can't like kim said....Try to do something to take your mind off of it...Good luck , YOU can do this!!

[Ronnie152]

Rick, you say you have the urge but yet you come to this form, so the need to stay clean is stronger, good for you. So knock off your sh-t! You have gotten to 99 tomorrow will be the big 100, you can do it. Read some post, it will remind you what you have been through. Everyday is better and better. I am proud of you for comeing here instead of the store. Stay with us and hagn out a little. We are all here for ya!

[kim715]

DON'T DO IT......I know you can't,you know you can't..Your addictive brain is trying to play tricks on you,don't let it win.Don't start rationalizing why it would be okay,because you know it's not.You've got some descent clean time under your belt,don't forget how far you've come.Remember where you were 99 days ago,you don't want to go back there and you don't want to have to go through that all over again.Stay here and keep talking with us.It's a craving and it will pass.Keep posting,we're here for you.