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1445648 tn?1470319663

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I have been away from this site for a while because I flt like **** that I lasted a day or two pill free but today is my day I told my doctor yesterday that I'm done he wanted to give me xnax to ease what he said was not going to be fun well he goes this will be a fathers day that will come with more than the standard stuff I knwo that its time for me and I have no strange feelling that I had at previous attempts I guess this is the one... I will let you all know how this goes over the weekend.  HAHAHA I have it this time 5 10-325 per day not no more......
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1445648 tn?1470319663
as far as the racing two weeks ago I took a beating and with no PK afterwards it was a ***** hahaha and the after care looking at my teenage boys clean will be good for me. and by the way my beach was 85 and sunny this past weekend
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1235186 tn?1656987798
hey  jerry,
glad you posted. congratulations!!!!!!
independence day now has a new meaning for you freedom from the chains and bondage of addiction.
you deserve a big hug my friend. you have been clean for 19 days??????
how is the racing going?  take care of yourself my friend.
dont be a stranger. keep us posted.
keep fighting the good fight,
have you set up any aftercare?
keep up your guard
continued blessings
debbie
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1445648 tn?1470319663
Just made a 4th of july clean HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA now my pill of choice is B-12 1500 mg lovin it never looking back
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1235186 tn?1656987798
good for you. you sound great. yea kick that doctor to the curb. you are taking control of your life back. so at 4 days you are feeling much better. that is wonderful." going racing on the weekend ",that is a good thing to get back into the things that you did before. by the way i love your profile picture. have fun. 800 mg advil should do the trick.
ok maybe you can stop drinking the fluids now. just pop yourself with a pin.lol.
what will you do to help keep yourself clean? any counseling,na/aa, in the plan?
keep the faith
debbie
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1445648 tn?1470319663
Yep and the pharmacy called left a message that my script was ready told them cancel it I'm not taking them anymore and they said taht I needn to call my doc Isaid for what??? hahaha he wants me to stay on them.  I'm going racing this weekend and for the first time in years my tralier will only have 800mg advil for the pain hahahah Thanks for the advice but I have drank so much stuff I feel like a 190 lb walking pond ......
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1235186 tn?1656987798
jerry would would not be the best drinks for you right now. fluids like gatorade,juices, smoothies, protein shakes, milk shakes.well would be your 4th day. glad you are feeling better. did you get rid of all the pills?
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1445648 tn?1470319663
Sleep is over rated hahahahaaaa
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1445648 tn?1470319663
Friday was the last day and yesterday I had a huge meeting yesterday and made it through it with a smile but onn my way home i pulled over and laid across the seat and wanted to sleep but couldnt AHHHH I have been very active and drinking lots of everything but the funny thing is beer is not appealing at all right now opened one for the angels game and never finished it.
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HI /.......ya your not going to sleep your way threw this what day did you take your last dose??
sleep will take a wile to come back the rest of the symptoms can be releaved with a hot soak for the most part hang in ther and keep posting ande remember its only temporary you will start to feel better in 4 or 5 days but those days su ck ....YOU CAN DO THIS just keep pushing threw good luck and God bless........Gnarly
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1235186 tn?1656987798
was your last dose on friday? are you drinking lots of fluids, moving around, taking hot baths. these physical symptoms will be better within a few days. it takes times to cleanse the toxins out. please try to be patient. you are doing great. yes your brain will tell you to take another pill to feel better. of course you know that isnt the answer. press on, keep fighting the good fight, keep on truckin.you got this.
debbie
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1445648 tn?1470319663
This weekend was HELL T thought I was losing my mind barley any sleep and that Thomas recpie not sure if that works or not may be its just the pil taking that makes me think something will be better.....
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1695559 tn?1311903428
good luck! thats awesome that youve decided to quit!!! dont give up!
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1445648 tn?1470319663
Right on man thanks for the reply I'm not going to take the xanax i just want to be finished
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683878 tn?1301547268
I'm routing for you jerry, and you seem very motivated. It's a tough habit to quit, but the end result is freedom from being a slave to a pill. I would caution you about the xanax. In early recovery, cross addiction is very common so I would take the minimal amount possible to get you through. Stay strong and motivated, and just take it one day at a time. You can do this!
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