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super stimulated questin
so I was just thinking about how I use to take adderal and other stimulants when taken and after a few hits I was totaly high as he ll is this why iv always been able to achive such high highs? I hvent been on stimulants and weed for along time but istarted my new ADHD meds took a hit and was messed...
My father is a heroin addict, and has been since I was little. He is in and out of jail right now, and he's 50 years old. He has Hep C and lots of problems with shoplifting and maintaining employment. He has never worked a real job, he lost custody of his children, and he owes so much money for fines and ****. I acquired his addictive personally, and even though I see what it has done to him and his family, I still fell into the trap. I followed in his footsteps in every way. I became addicted to everything I tried, I lied, I cheated, and I stole. I had traffic tickets and fines like he did. I shoplifted like he did. No matter how many times people warned me, or how much I didn't want to end up like him, it was unavoidable because I had the mindset of: "That won't happen to me. I just do drugs recreationally, to feel good once in a while. No big deal." Except it was a big deal. And now my life will never be the same again.
We are all here because drugs have brought us to a place where we needed them to feel normal. There will come a day when you don't feel good anymore, and you will LONG to be 16 again and to feel the way you did BEFORE drugs. So many of us wish we would have made a different decision. And now we see you, at a place in your life where you can still be saved, and none of us can in good faith allow you to make the mistakes we made.
Please, PLEASE, get out of this life while you still can. Go see a counselor, or a therapist, and talk to someone. You have dealt with abuse in the past, and you should really get some guidance for what you are feeling. You said yourself you were given the mindset that you need to take a pill every day. This can be worked out with some help. I don't even know you and I care about you already. Being an addict may be in our blood, but it can't get a hold of us if we don't give ourselves any drugs to work with.
We are all here because drugs have brought us to a place where we needed them to feel normal. There will come a day when you don't feel good anymore, and you will LONG to be 16 again and to feel the way you did BEFORE drugs. So many of us wish we would have made a different decision. And now we see you, at a place in your life where you can still be saved, and none of us can in good faith allow you to make the mistakes we made.
Please, PLEASE, get out of this life while you still can. Go see a counselor, or a therapist, and talk to someone. You have dealt with abuse in the past, and you should really get some guidance for what you are feeling. You said yourself you were given the mindset that you need to take a pill every day. This can be worked out with some help. I don't even know you and I care about you already. Being an addict may be in our blood, but it can't get a hold of us if we don't give ourselves any drugs to work with.
We are here to help. Part of that help is for you to truly listen and think about what each of us are telling you. None of us can point a finger, we have been there and done that for a long time and have learned some wisdom along the way. Take this wisdom and apply it to your life.
At 16, you have an opportunity before you. you have a chance to change your life and not be like the rest of your family. Just because they have addictive behaviors does not mean you have to follow in their footsteps.
BUT, if this runs in your family, you need to be all the more careful about what you do. I truly believe that the tendency to abuse can be inherited.
At 16, you have an opportunity before you. you have a chance to change your life and not be like the rest of your family. Just because they have addictive behaviors does not mean you have to follow in their footsteps.
BUT, if this runs in your family, you need to be all the more careful about what you do. I truly believe that the tendency to abuse can be inherited.
Yeah man you definitely need to stay..just keep working at it..i for one dont see any problem with smoking a little bit to relieve some of the anxiety..if anyone on here tries to tell me its better to take xanax than smoke weed after coming off a pill addiction i will be forced to respectfully laugh in their face..your doing fine man..but dont screw with any more pills man..smoke a little and then cut that down too..you can do this
of course we are willing and you BETTER stick around here, you have learned a lot already. hope you know i was not bitching at ya, just don't want you to make the same mistakes we did. im off to work now, but i hope to see you post today. we are here for you when you need us. had a good day skiddy:) peace!
I know I have a big problem... But since I was six years old I was lead to belive that I needed a drug in my body every day sometime several.. Doctors first perscribed Ritalin when i was six and if I missed one time my dad would ***** me out because I didnt take the drug and he continued to through al my years. My parents and doctors burned that into my tiny little mind. Plus over half of my moms family has issues with addiction just about the same with my dads side so I'm very prone to addiction with my very addictive personality and if developed bad habits like snorting pills and shooten them.. So sorry to all I'm extra stuborn but if u guys are still willing I'll make an effort if not let me know so I dont have to waist any more of ur time. With my life filled with constant dissapointment stress, abuse, and several other things I won't post here u can pm me if ya want. So thats all she wrote untill next time peace!!
hey skiddy. i have been following your posts and rooting for ya. i know your only 16, but this is a forum to get and stay clean, not talk about getting high. i am proud of you for posting and getting support so young, but believe us when we say, you don't want this life. i gotta be honest, you have no idea how bad it gets buddy, it will take you down and won't be this easy to quit. boy i sound like an old man preachin to ya now, but you got your whole life ahead of you, and you need to be careful and put some thought into this. get out now while you can. you have done great, so don't go from drug to drug. keep posting and stay strong buddy.
youll just start youre addictive personality all over agian and go through another hell of a mess. stimulants dont ahve as bad as physical withdrawal but the mental side is just as bad and can be absolutely brutal. dont even start to mess around with amphetamines. youll start it all voer agian beleive me.its a definite.
haha come on man..leave all pills alone for a while..now that your physical wds are over just kinda hang tight for a few weeks at least..if u need to smoke once a while i say thats fine, but after coming off oxys i think adderal is like the exact opposite feeling..dont mess with your body because its prob pretty fragile right now..i dont wanna tell you what to do but i worry about you cuz i can tell you just enjoy being messed up lol and ive been there bro
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