I am here again

[chaddavis333]

I cant believe that i am typing this but i am. this time is something that caught me by suprise. i took 3 per day of adderall. i was told by a physc. i have adhd. He could not perscribe, so instead of waiting for someone who could, i had a friend get me some. for five days i took around three a day and didnt have any today or yesterday. my problem is that i am fighting depression now. i cry a lot and feel just really low and out of it. I had a touch of anxiexty, but mostly depression. anyone else ever done this horrible drug? if so how long did take to come off? i mean 5 days isnt that long, but i dont know. i feel like i will never be happy and have energy again.. Should i take some tramadol to fix this??? Please help...

[jleeflcntrygrl]

Prayin for u

[chaddavis333]

Thanks everyone lm I am so sick of this. Always looking to feel good, get energy. Its all fake. I am done. I am going back to making Christ the center of my life..

[VICourageous]

I agree with all the above..It takes a while to really balance out the Brain/Body. For me it took over a Year. But this does not mean it will for you..It takes a long time for you to balance out Physically, Mentally and Spiritually..Time & Patience and no giving in..You will be really surprised how your depression & anxiety can or Maybe be healed by staying away from all mind altering substances and eating very Healthy and taking really good Vit/Min..I am NO DR but I do really believe in this..I thought I had everything until I came clean..It all took time, but it sure was worth the time and time is what it took for sure!! I wish you the best and I sure do pray you get off this merry-go-around and remove those rose color Glasses and lean to Live Life..Life is just to short to waste it!! I will be praying for YOU!
Bless
PS..I snorted the Adderall with my Methadone..I do not have ADHD.(not good)

[clean_in_ks]

You CAN do this, Chad!    Get R Done :)

[chaddavis333]

Thank you all for caring. I agree with everyone.

[clean_in_ks]

Chiming in here.....you have been looking for "a drug to get off a drug" for a LONG a s s time.  The Adderall isn't the problem.....you need to be totally clean of ALL addictive substances for awhile before you'll even be able to evaluate how you feel and if you need additional medication.  Stay clean from ALL addictive substances for 90 days.....then see where you are.  You're chasing your tail instead of looking forward......give recovery a chance~

[dominosarah]

When are you going to realize that doing this your way isnt working?

[Sonrissa]

Hi chad, becoming our own doctor and pharmacy, and self medicating is never the answer. Wait until you can see a doctor to treat your ADHD, and talk to them about your depression.  Please don't take any Tramadol.  That will not help, and may in fact make things worse.  You can get through this, just see a doctor as soon as you can. I wish you all the best. Take care!

[IBKleen]

You've been at this a long time buddy. You NEED to get a proper diagnosis by a doctor (not on the internet) and get the proper medication. Self-medicating is very much making it worse. Tramadol will also make it worse. Please get the help that you need. You don't have to live like this.

[jerry4664]

I noticed that you have taken Tramadol in the past? I used Tramadol in the past also and I hated it the withdraw was horrible and the side effects not to good either I would have to say NO on taking anymore. And those "friends" are always the one helping us Not get sober. PILL FREE.