anyhow,over the last few months ive felt myself siinking into the old horrible feelings i had before my fibro diagnosis.in between i seen a doc who said i defo have it and sent me to a rhuemy (i didnt go,cost too muc),i was to go back to him after that visit (didnt becos i never went).
my new doc sent me for mri,results,degenerating discs,bulge,slight scoliosis,so he said that was my problem,however im well aware of fibro and its symptoms but i was so happy to be told i didnt have it that i gave up my meds for it happily and without noticing any pain as i was now doesed up on new stuff.
i am dependant completly on my meds at the minute,i hate them,decided a few days ago i was giving them up,becos i only have a few 2mg diazepam left of those ones and felt wat the heck,lets just stop.now im petrified.ive 14 days to go till my next prescription is due,about 10 2mg diazepam and have already began to feel quite horrible,took a 10mg amitryptiline last nite before bed,1 10mg zolppidem and 2 x 7.5mg zolpiclone and slept fine as i was awake for 48 hours as it was.woke up today and went to get out of bed to find i was that dizzy i could barely walk,am totally detatched from myself,have taken 8mg of diazepam and some df118's today and paracetemol but have not left my bed as im so dizzy.am terrified over the next 14 days as i didnt realise how dangerous the withdrawels were from diazepam.have had bad tremors,chills,sweats ect today,no appetite ect.
can anyone give me any suggestions at all,what can i do,i live in ireland.thanks for reading this