Well it was a good 4th day coming off 7-8 hydros per day for the past 5 months. My wife and I took the kids to the indoor pool down the mountain..had a great day. However I really had another hard night getting to sleep:( It just that I can't get comfortable, my skin feels really really dry and my legs continue to be very restless. Does anyone know how much longer this will be the case? Also, I just called my pain specialist and told them that I would no longer be coming to there office for my script. I am 100% DONE with opiates!!!!
Good on ya! So HAPPY to hear you aren't going!
On a sorta sorry/sad/yep I'm really an addict kinda note...too bad I new what an M357 was, huh? LOL
And maybe that has some unique Wisdom in it...having an imodum in one hand and a narcotic pill in the other....the power of choice for life, eh?
No way will I be going to that appointment tomorrow!!!! Funny how I had in one hand the Imodium and the other this M357. Thanks for the support guys!!!
GOOD JOB!!! I too forumulated an "ahead of time plan" just in case I found a pill or two. I decided that NO MATTER WHAT, I would walk directly to the garbage disposal and grind the little s*cker up! If I "delayed" in any way, shape or form....it would have been down my throat at sonic speed.
So glad you did what you did....and if I understand the last part of your comment....you AREN'T going to get your refill tomorrow right?
Congrats on DAY 4, btw!!!!!!
You've got to be so proud of yourself. Be sure to thank the Lord for the strength to do so. Hang in there. God Bless
A comment to myself...Day 4 and last night was tough, did get some sleep though. Today I was doing some laundry and in one of my jeans pocket I must of had a 10mg hydro. I was actually heading to the kitchen to take some Imodium and there right on the floor was this little white pill. Picked it up and sure enough M357. I wanted to take that thing so bad and tomorrow is my appointment to get 180 more pills. I handed that pill to my wife and asked her to flush it down the toilet. Man I am so happy that I didn't take it, I don't know that I would have the strength to not go tomorrow. Talk about a real test!