I just can't stop crying right now..i'm so sick of crying...I don't know if God has anyone for me..so far it's never worked out. i don't know what i'm doing wrong..I'm sorry..having a moment and thankyou..I don't know how the h*ll I'm doing it either...I am determined and i have always been told how strong i am..I have been through so much in my life..I guess i need to start believing it. I have soo much to give..I really do...i can't even see right now..be back
Hey sad, my 36 yr old daughter's husband left her while she was trying to get off drugs also. But guess what? She now has a 25 yr old boyfriend she met while going through wd's!! He is a great guy and my dh and I love him. He has been with her now for 2 years. I have to say I was sorta shocked at first that she was with a guy 11 years younger than she is, but he is a mature 25, and I thank God he was there when she needed help during the wd's. You WILL find love again...true love has no (age) boundaries.
I agree with GTM! You are a very strong woman! My hat goes off to you. Stay strong and when you need to talk I am totally a night person. I have the 2 small kids at home so the only time i have peace and quite is late at night and I take advantage of that every night!
On day 15 I felt that all the emotions buried for years came back 10 fold. I can't imagine battling this with the emotions running so high. This proves your strength.
hey band..it's ok..i know no u didn't..I am up and down..Like feohmoon...i am still very emotional too..it's still just 15 days..but I'm emotional anyway..I feel things so deep..sometimes too deep.lol I really am thinking too much about the evil pills that have robbed so much for me..I for some reason have them on my mind today..dumb! I know i won't ever take them..just bugs me. And i guess I am panicking about being alone...I am so thankful to have all of you..I really am. ok gotta cry xo
Lisa
p.s. i am so happy for you feohmoon. that methadone is wicked stuff. the threads last night were making me crazy!!! I am so thankful to be off that too. it will be 2 yrs on aug1.
That is very commendable of your son, taking up for his mom...makes me want to cry (I am still emotional!) -
You are going to be so relieved when this is over and you feel awesome!!!