I'm scared I'm going to die!

[DP21894]

I have been taking some type of drug off and on since I was 18 years old.  I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder. I take Adderall and abuse many other drugs.  I could write forever but I just want to quit everything and be a normal guy.

[DP21894]

Thanks y'all! You would think I would get the hint because my father just passed away a few weeks ago. He was only 58 years old. I'm pretty much following his footsteps. The only thing missing is the pot! I've been diagnosed with Bipolar 2, adhd, ocd with a side of depression.  I thought the bp meds would help. But they don't. I'm lost!  

[DP21894]

Thanks y'all! You would think I would get the hint because my father just passed away a few weeks ago. He was only 58 years old. I'm pretty much following his footsteps. The only thing missing is the pot!

[lostdojo]

taper taper taper  is the way i was on 130mg of methadone i am now on soboxone now im tapering off that i had to get down to 30mg of the methadone to get on the suboxone  it was not fun but it was nt so bad i could function it took 3 years of tapering for you it wont take as long i dont think every one is different

[bionic_man]

DP,
Have you seen a physician?  If I were you I'd get to a physician and let them know what your doing.  I went cold turkey off Oxycontin and thought I was dying but you have some other issues you need to consider.  I shouldn't have never went CT and went back to my physician and started tapering off and I feel pretty good.  I know eventually I'll be normal but it will take awhile.  Good luck.

Bionic Man

[Danny750]

Hey.  The whole reason I'm quitting hyrdo is because i thought it would kill me.  I also smoked weed from 14 to 30 and did plenty of acid in my teenage years as well as drinking.  I don't want to die either.  What are you taking