Yes, see we are here..Weaver helped save my Bottom toward my Recovery..We have been here and there..Ok! Be Safe!
Bless
Thank you so much for taking time to respond its just the coming storm knowing its right there that is so scary....my 21 day detox starts on Tuesday which will be a 10% drop every 2 days from the 75 I managed to wein to in less than 2 months just ran outta money cuz no possibilities to make any to continue even quick wein I had been doin and don't cover for state coverage cuz of age n no kid or family who cares so ya and the phyciatrist hooked me on 120 1 mg kilonopin about 2 most ago n will lose her too so will end up goin thru that detox at same time most likely which I heard u can die from Benz withdraws ESP when already goin thru methadone withdraws.... I'm just really scared and there's nothing I can do to fix it but let it come cuz I got no friends n family don't care..... I'm terrified n havent even been high in yrs thought I was doin right thing any other time it was a couple months n I went thru it cuz I knew wat I had been doin messin with oxys was wrong n deserved a week of hell but I been being a non high person yet am gonna go thru withdraws 10 times worse then any from past and won't be able to move or sleep or eat for weeks not one week weeks maybe a month from what most methadone withdrawal addicts have said it ten times worse then heroine... idk I'm freaking out and scared as hell ESP cuz I'm gonna run outta benzos at same time.... sorry so long wanted to explain myself completely cuz everyone talks bout ya.... but ya its coming n its gonna be hard....
Thanks for support man...
Thanks for all support everyone it means a lot it really does
I am on day 25 and most the bad part passed a week or more ago..I am back to working 12 hour days today is day 3 of 5 just pray a lot is mental...a lot physical but know WE have faith in YOU, you just need to find the FAITH in yourself!!