Hey Guys...still here...

[liscamdave]

So sorry I haven't been on in the last couple weeks. Just been depressed and trying to get through this. This being the third time I have successfully gotten off the oxy's and stayed off longer then a few days, it still amazes me how it f"s up your body/mind. Its just pathetic what we let happen. Anyway, I miss you all and love you all. Hope all are well..

xoxo, Lisa

[taekwondo_fighter]

just know one thing, you are NOT alone......
you have alot of support here, as you can see..... you seemed to have touched alot of lives here... INCLUDING MINE!!!!!!!  
keep fighting, and STAY STRONG...  
i'm here for you

[worried878]

Good to see you post...glad u r hanging in there...it will get better...I still have doomer days here and there...low energy days...keep posting  K?

[toxictome]

Glad to see you posting!!!      Keep up the GOOD fight!!!   ~hugs~

[K Todd]

(((((((((((((((( LISA ))))))))))))))))))

You better get back online, I haven't talked to your sweet little heart in months!

Can't wait to hear from you! - By the way, I will NOT let you get away with your "self pitty" or discourgement, or anything of that sort!

What ever you have to face, face it with KNOWING, and seeing what lies ahead after the pain, and agony fades!

I'll be awaiting for you gal..LOL and lots of love!

God Bless You!
Love,
Todd

[wait2long]

i miss you hun...it was soo good to hear from you today, thank you...you know how i worry...LOL!  
watch for more mail...

love you sweetie!!
xxxooo

[NautyOne]

Hey, hunny bunny......I was just thinking about you and hoping you were ok.  It's good to hear from you.  Sorry about the depression.  I know how it is.  Hang in there, dear.  You have done so well.......Fight the Beast!!!!   Miss you bunches!!!!  Please don't be a stranger......keep posting.

Luv ya,
Nauty..............

[mimi1313]

Sorry, I tried to write more but my computer keeps plotting aginst me and exiting out of this site.

Depression is not pathetic, its pretty powerful. And it happens to all of us. For some reason, I'm having one of those days too. No reason, I'll be on 60 days tomorrow. I should be feeling great today. I really hope things start looking up for you. You're a great person and deserve all the best!

Well it was really good to hear from you,

Much love,
Melissa

[liscamdave]

OMG, I totally agree. When I first started them, they felt so good and I would take them and clean my entire house, top tp bottom. But as the addiction grew I became so weak and tired. And while I couldn't get out of bed without taking them, I also had zero motivation to do anything. It was unreal and sucked so bad. Anyway, I am ok and will just keep moving forward like I always do. I hope you are well my friend...

xoxo

[cathy5841]

morning lisa,  i am just baffeled now that i am clean, how i could have thought the pills made me feel good.  looking back i see that i actually felt like **** when i was using....maybe in the beginning i did feel great on them...but hat was so far back i cant remember.  with 100+ days clean i can truely say i feel great...but the wearther is great and i think that has helped alot.  it gets better lisa,  hang on

[liscamdave]

You are all so right. Its just so hard. And I still can't believe all of the pain and saddness I feel was induced by my self. Its crazy. But anyway, still here and still moving along. Love you all..

xo, lisa

[bmc1976]

Just hang in there. You are doing great. I hope all of this passes for you very spring. Like VicUser said, maybe it's the weather. With spring right around the corner we'll be able to get out and about more and I'm sure that will help. Just stay strong, stay focused, and this will pass. I wish you luck!
brian

[gizzy32]

hi lisa, glad to hear your still clean. your right, it is amazing how ****** up our minds and bodies are after we get clean. hang in there girl you have done great and been through a lot. it took me 3 months to feel somewhat normal. it takes time to heal and i too was getting frustrated at how long it took. everyone is different, but it does get better with time, it's was a slow process for me. hang in there and vent anytime you need.

[VicUser]

Hello, glad to see you post and see you are OK. Could it be some of the depression is the weather? I have been in a funk lately and it seems to happen each year about now. Although this year is a bit, ok a lot more than normal, come on warm weather and sunshine!!!!

[mimi1313]

Its good to hear from you.