I began taking Klonopin and Zoloft about 15 years ago when my father was dying. I also had a stalker at the same time, so I put my trust in a psychiatrist who said these drugs were safe. I have had an anxiety disorder since I was 19, so I am very familiar with drug withdrawal having been on 4mg of Xanax daily for a few years in my early twenties. I have brain zaps when I am late on the Zoloft and sometimes just during a normal day with my meds. I take them at night. I am 54 now and am finding myself losing memory and feeling dead inside. It's not that I'm depressed. I just feel nothing. When I talked to my family doc about stopping the drugs he said because I am on a maintenance dose, I should just stay on them to avoid the horrible detox and potential seizures. I am tired of feeling stuck here because I'm an addict. Any advice would be appreciated.