Hi Friends, I haven't been nearly as in touch as I wish to have been while here in this rehab center. I came here because after detoxing for 4 months on my own (from Opana ER), I realized that I couldn't even figure out how much help I still needed. After being at this rehab center for a week, I don't have Opana in my system anymore. I am now on Suboxone (4mg two times a day). I have heard all the warnings about Suboxone, and plan to be off it within 1 1/2 weeks. I sure hope I feel well enough to function. I pray I can get through it all. I am planning on going to a two week program, and now I really just want to be home with my 8 year old. But, I am going to put those thoughts behind me, and toughen up--because I am blessed to be able to even have these opportunities.
I just want to say I love you all. I wouldn't be here without each of you. And I will do a better job of staying in touch. Truly, you mean so much to me. Marie