DAY 3

[ineedhelp29]

Wow i didnt think it could get worse than when i woke up but as the morning goes on this feelin is almost to much to handle....imgonna keep pushin but just ***** that the people that claim to be friends just want to give you pills to make it go away instead of pushing for you to suceed :-( guess i really had no true friends......but all of yall r my spine right now:-) ty e eryone for giveing me extra boost

[ineedhelp29]

Ty for your words i will try and get into a support group im terrified to relapse n do this all over again i dont wanna ever want this feelings again....ty for takeing your time to talk to me

[ineedhelp29]

Ty n yes i have found a friend on here and it helps more than i thought to talk to someone that went through exaxtly wut im feeling and she has been amazeing in ger words to me n i truly look forwad to getting to know you to...excuse my writeing im doin this on my phone at work and trying to type fast lol

[Lainemoss]

Keep going strong!!! The moving and doing is actually beneficial in all this. I'm day four and I promise it gets better. Proud of how far you've come already! Keep it up. And remember, you will need support after the physical part is over. Find a good local support group to stay off if. I promise you will relapse if you don't. Much love to you!

[ROSYouralright]

Thats what we are here for and you will be AMAZED at the friendships you will form here!! I have found some of the most amazing TRUE friends who know the darkest parts of me and love me anyway :D look forward to getting to know you!

[ineedhelp29]

Yea you are right ill just keep yall as my friends :-)

[ROSYouralright]

LOL! Me either! Hits a harsh realization but with friends like that who needs enemies?!

[ineedhelp29]

God ive proly never heard words so true...

[ROSYouralright]

Hey you! Congrats on pushing through it! Their is a country song by Tim McGraw that really rings true when your cleaning up your act! YOU FIND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE!

[ineedhelp29]

Yea its a pretty rough one but nuttin i cant handle but tha.ks for that hot bath thought proly wont stop thinking about that till i get in it in about 9n a half more hours lol

[ariley13]

Oh, man! SO you have a pretty rough job. I'm sorry you have to go to work, but maybe it will keep you busy and distracted. Just keep thinking about the hot bath and let that image/incentive get you through the day!

[ineedhelp29]

God i wish i could sleep in a hot bath but im havein to be at work and im a welder...n you would think i could b warm but im freezeing in only like 50 degree weather and sweating just makes it worse

[ariley13]

Hey there! Take some nice, slow deep breaths and try to not let the anxiety spiral out of control. I know it's easier said than done. Maybe a nice, long hot bath to calm you down and relax you? I know it s*cks, but this will pass. You are doing great. We are here for you. (And ditch those so called friends!! Offering you pills and not supporting you is not friendship!!)