Need to stop:(

[gizzy32]

I am sorry for letting you all down, but most of all I let myself down. I relapsed last night and haven['t stopped yet. I am going to try to tonight. This is so hard posting and I am so disgusted in myself, but I made the choice to use, I felt it coming. I am so sick now and surrender. Please forgive me please.

[livngr8ful]

Hey..  keep your head up.  Kicking your self in the A$$ wont help.  Just work on it and try to do better tomorrow.  You didnt let us down.  It seem to that you have, but its not the case.  All we need to do is start stepping forward again.  Would ya share you relapse story?  I know it's hard but it may help you and us.  I would like to hear.  Keep your head up.  Keep on truck'n .  If you are safe, thats all that matters right this second.  If you are not get safe, and lets do this thing.  

[gizzy32]

Just wanting to let you all know and I am going to lay on pillow and come down and sober up now. I will be clean tomorrow again so don't worry now.

livingr8ful, I am not gonna type my war story on here. You don't want to hear trust me man. All i can say is I have done enough drugs in 2  days to take down an elephant, but that is nutting to be proud of. Ty for the support:)

Peace out people, I will be back on tomorrow and still want to help here, I hope you all let me. Nite nite friends.

[udoschoices]

You know what my friend- if anything you just made me feel better knowing that it can happen to anyone and we are all struggling with it. I have not posted as much during my on again/off again battles and just seeing you still here admitting your slip and wanting to keep giving advice makes me want to hear you share and try an give it back right along with you...  I for one forgive you since you have forgiven me many times and helped me.. Please forgive yourself and just get back on the boat... I started with a new counselor and trying everything new I can to stay clean and it's a battle as you fully know. Hang in there bro- I have lots of respect for you even now because you are human like me. I wish you the best

[avisg]

Gizzy tommrow IS a new DAY make it count we are here for you ....

[throwindatowl]

Well gizzy we sound the same brother. All or nothing. Your posts have helped me out sooooooo much I cant say thanks enough. Thankyou for a week clean and sober gizzy! Im not sure if I could have done it without you man................................................

[quitinoxys]

Yes Gizzy we are all here for you get some sleep and wake up to the first day of the rest of your life...