Chad,
You have no idea how your story affected me! My husband's sis is on disability for being obese and she has a steady supply of pain killers. Norco, vicatin, whatever we wanted. A week ago she kicked down a bunch of oxycotin and wow, they are a blast! But I began to feel uneasy at how often we (my husband and I) were taking the stuff. For pleasure only. So I got on the net and I found this site. What a wake up call! I was chilled to the bone at all the stories of all these people trying to get clean from this ****. And my husband and I are well on our way to major addiction. I know it. Right after I get done replying to you, I am dumping the bottle in the toilet and I am going to have a long talk with my husband. I am going to show him this site. I am thinking of you and will be praying for you, my friend. I believe that nothing happens by chance and that I found this site and learned what I did just reaffirms that in my mind. Life is precious, Chad, even if it may not seem like it right now. And know that your story had a huge impact on my life and I will never take pain-killers for pleasure again. Thank you for being so honest and courageous. Be strong. I will visit again to see how things are going.
Chad
I have been inspired by your story,
please feel that you can come back and share
wantever has happened, even being relapse.
It is best to be open about things to
start to help the problem, just know
that you have inspired me to take a
look at the big picture and my problem
with the OC's. I did not know you guys were out there.
thank you
Please let us hear from you
jade
CHAD
I am a college student
I have read this whole damn list of replies.
This has made me stop and look at the big picture
I hope that you decide to reply
whatever the circumstances are..
you have inspired me to stop taking these damn OC's
for a little while.... at least.
I don't want to have to take an
OC to clean my damn apartment or go to class.
Remember at the beginning when you wanted replies?
I want your reply
You think you had it bad. I was getting sixty loratabs a month and was taking about three 80mg oxycotins (the green bombs we called them) a day. I had no script for the oxys but I did have a script for the loratabs but I had the money to fill the scrips of oxys for other people that didn't have the money so I would get them at a good price. I got to the pointe to where I couldn't go to work without taking something. I don't have a clue to why you couldn't have sex though. When I was on them I could have sex for seven or eight hours and still never ***! It was like a godsent for her. Although for alot of people narcotics have side effects for them but for me they allow me to function better. I concentrait better and I work better. I **** better and I think better. I talk better and can learn better. But all in all I just couldn't afford to spend about $150.00 a day on pills. If I had a script I could have afforded them and never had to have gotten off of them. If they were ruining your life because you couldn't function on them then you need to stay off of them. It sounds like to me you and your wife are just lazy and don't wont to work and use it as an excuse. It is a ***** to come off of them but you can do it if you have the time to just sit around and do nothing but recover in bed for a week or two. It just takes will power. You and your girlfriend both need to get a job and do somehting productive to get your mind off of them.
ialso been on lortab 10mg for 2plus years for pain i wanted off of them and went into detox for5 days iam having big trouble with pain and nothing iam taking is helping is it better to stay on the drug and tolorate the pain or to suffer with out?