Hey,
I think what you're experiencing is likely due to diminished serotonin(the drug that ecstasy releases) in your brain along with dehydration and probably a lack of rest. Anxiety is a typical symptom for a lot of people after the use of e, especially when you're using mixes...I've noticed that it tends to go away after a few days of rest, proper eating and lots of water...in a sense it's like building your system back up and allowing the chemical imbalance in you brain, caused by the e to correct itself. I wouldn't worry too much about it...and although i know you won't quit until you're ready, but I'm telling you that the more often you use e, the harder the comedowns become. Anyways...watch this thing on youtube...she suggests some good ways to help regulate your body chemistry...
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=mdma&search_type=&aq=f
I'm scared for you.I gotta agree with Lisa about the road your headed down.My best suggestion to you would be to stick around here for a while and read some of the posts.If you have the desire to get clean this is a wonderful place for help and support and even if you're not quite sure yet it's a wonderful place to educate yourself on what the future holds in store for you if you continue down this path.I wish you all the best and I hope you stick around for a while.Peace.
I don't mean to undermine your problem here..but it really sounds like you are on a road to disaster..obvoiusly you should not be doing ecstasy/tripstasy..and drinking etc..and for 6 yrs? what do you expect from your body??
A friend of mine did have this happen after she took ecstasy and she had some serious problems after..and it scared her enough to never do it again..
Hopefully it will go away but nobody can tell you that for sure.
The only thing that anyone would suggest is to stop doing ecstasy..This forum is a wonderful place to come for support when you are ready to help yourself..we will stand behind you..good luck..