Day 3 feeling SO drained tired exhausted blah blah blah this must be so boring for everyone here... I'm usually such an UP person - full of vif and vim joie de vivre spiritual poetry as it were... and now I feel like the Night of the Living Dead... I'm taking V-C, B complex, acidopholus, hot showers - what else is there?? Should I get some L-Tyrosine? Does it really help? And mostly wanting to know if you all think I should stick to my original idea and go to a clinic tomorrow?? It's a cut-rate place, nothing too comfy... 10 days of group meetings, docs around, no way to score anything... Or maybe in another few days the worst will be over and I should just slowly get on with my life?? No matter what I'm going to NA meetings and get me a sponsor - without follow-up help I'm a goner...
Hope you're all doing well today and thanks as ever for your precious comments!!!
Love, Nefesh