Roxi help

[Euroj]

I have been doing roxi an pills for over three years without skipping one day.  I started because they helped me forget about my problems.   Now I have been taking up to 15 roxi thirties a day an up to 3 grams of coke    I went from being 200 lbs muscular fit to N average of 170lbs.  Now I have none an I am very afraid.   I do not like this feeling because it is making all of my problems hit me at once

Please help

[scaredstifless]

Stick to it man!!! Simple as that. At first it feels like you are "walking blind" because you cannot see any immediate light at the end of the tunnel, just keep going and I promise you that the "old you" will come back. YES there will be challenges and YES your old horrible things that you have been hiding from will surface but you WILL overcome them. Wishing you the best

[Euroj]

Thanks all of you.   I just don't know what to do rite now.   I don't know the old me.   An you are the only people I came clean too.  I strayed this because I was getting them for free.  I would get 600 of them for eleven each an sell 400 of them for 19 an not only make money but had so many for free.  But now it's getting harder to get    I never thought this could happen.   When I was a kid I always said if never do drugs but I did.   It just makes me feel good

[Euroj]

Thanks all of you.   I just don't know what to do rite now.   I don't know the old me.   An you are the only people I came clean too.  I strayed this because I was getting them for free.  I would get 600 of them for eleven each an sell 400 of them for 19 an not only make money but had so many for free.  But now it's getting harder to get    I never thought this could happen.   When I was a kid I always said if never do drugs but I did.   It just makes me feel good

[bama88]

I jumped off a serious oxy  roxy addiction. I was terrified of the withdrawls. But i was determined to get off the pills. Yes i was very very sick for the first week but i knew each day my body was getting healthier. I beg you to stop. Just go with the flow for the first week and know your getting stronger. The sickness is worth the sober. I will pray for you.

[kme17]

I was doing that hi dose too. The 30s all day and coming off it.. well I don't want to sound negative but I don't know Ur going to do ok. I was killing the 30s and knew after I threw out 1500 its time to stop. I went to the 10s and let me tell u I would take 4 or 4 of those bad boys and still knew I was coming down. I would take it down a step and then take a few a day just to keep the withdrawl bearable. But that's only if u find Ur self relapsed. Otherwise keep doing what Ur doing and try Ur best to push thru.  

[Norco1947]

Hi , Yes its hard , but fight , your worth it . This won't last forever in days you will feel better , You Took drugs for  3 years give yourself a few  days to recover and start to heal . Post when you can ... Ron

[Euroj]

Thanks for the advice.  It's really hard today

[mamaof4410]

Most of us have to hit rock bottom before we ask for help. I was using pills and when they werent available I went to Heroin. Worst mistake of my life, But just today I see that it taught me alot of what was hiding deep inside me. I did not go to rehab. I didnt want to leave my family.
We all have been right where you are. One night about 4 months ago before I got clean I cried cuz I wasnt going to have my money in time to get more drugs cuz I was running out. I was that afraid of withdrawling. That still wasnt enough for me to stop. Its a rut that we have to get ourselves out of. And you can do this. Its a big step to ask for help. I hope we hear back from you. The best advice right now it start taking a mutli vitamin. Like Magnesium, Omega 3's, and B12. They will help and others on here have given advice on things that will help with the w/d's. Best of luck to you and everytime you get discouraged and want to use. Remember this we have ALL been where you are right now. And were all telling you it WILL GET BETTER. But you have to put in the work. You can do this. ITs all in your hands. Best of luck to you!
2 months clean on the 11th!!

[AMom1st]

Hi Euroj....I'm glad you found this site.  Welcome!  We are all here for the same reason, addiction, dependancy, some of us worse than others but the main thing is you are here and sounds like you've decided you need to quit?  Just think of every minute that's passing without drugs is a minute you've made a decision to be healthier.  You owe it to yourself to be a clean, healthy human being.  Give it all you got and come back here and read...do it often.  You'll be surprised just how much it will help.

[Norco1947]

Hi Euroj ,  Welome to this site .
People find this site addicted to pain pills & other drugs and are lost ,sad , sick , without hope .
Read others posts , within hours of finding this site and posting there story they receive info ,advise , support .
Everyone starts in the same place some took more some took it longer but we all ended up addicted .
The people here giveing advise have gone thru this themselfs and know what your going thru.
They have gotten free of drugs and so can you.
Your post sounds like your ready to start getting your life back , its all up to you . You can do this lots of other people have , you just have to want it bad , Give it 100% for yourself .

Were Here to help ... 48 days pain pill free thanks to this site , ...Ron