That's wild! I have never even heard of that until now. And to think so many of you have experienced it. I can't even imagine it. Is this like being awake with your eyes open as normal but you can't move or react but you are cognizant of everything happening around you? But what's happening around you is not even real? So you are living in your dream, in a sense. Or if someone did walk into the room for real would you see them? Sorry i am just trying to understand this. I will try to look it up online. And Lynn....I think you are doing a fantastic job! Keep it up! And I'd definately speak to your counsellor about this.
Wow, this happens to a lot more people than I thought! Lynn, this happened to me too but as a child so I never associated it with using either. Once I actually started walking to the bathroom and ended up on the floor. I don't know how I even got on the floor but it felt like something was holding my chest down so I couldn't get up and i could barely move. Yes, it is terrifying and I totally get how scared you are. Nothing has happened to me in a very long time, but I am still very anxious about going to sleep when no one else is in the house and I've stayed awake until the sun comes up as well because I feel safer. I feel like an idiot and never told anyone that because I was afraid being called crazy too. I truly don't think there's anything supernatural about it but I'm still terrified that something will happen that I can't handle. Fear of the unknown I think. Yes, talk to your counselor, I'm sure they will be able to ease your fears some by helping you understand it more. You are strong enough to handle anything that comes your way. Good luck and I hope you get to sleep peacefully soon.
Lynn, I was 16 when it first happened. I awoke in the middle of the night and saw a shadowy fugure watching me from the corner of my room..scared me to death. I quickly turned around to turn the light on, spun back around and it was gone. A few weeks later I was sleeping, opened my eyes and there it was again about one inch in front of my face staring at me. Again I spun around to turn the light on, turned back around and it was gone. Similar instances occured throughout high school. There were a few at college as well. I have not seen the figure for over 15 years now, but there are still nights where I am afraid to go to sleep. I know what you are going through. We can talk more about this, I can message you or vice versa. Sharon :)
I also do not believe that there is anything supernatural at work here.I was studying something about alien abduction theory and this guy took all of these electrodes and attatched them to a motorcycle helmet and he called it an "abduction helmet" because when you put it on it would throw your brain into that half sleep state and then the figures would enter the room and you feel the fear and are paralyzed.It was really crazy watching these people wear that thing and describe their experience.It depends upon your psyche what you see during this half sleep state.Some people see demonic figures,some see aliens,others just see shadows and so forth.
This happens to me more often than I would like and since it has been going on so long I am not as scared as I was in the beginning. I learned it is a form of sleep paralysis and since I accepted that I am not as frightened. Don't get me wrong, it still scares me but putting a name to it has helped.
I do not feel, or ever will feel it necessary to bath in holy water and cast the demons out before bed. I do not believe it is the devil at work. Really!
For your own peace of mind hun, please speak with your counselor. I know it is easy for me to say but try not to be scared. Your counselor may be able to help you with some techniques before bed that may help you. I am sure you now have anxiety about sleeping. Let us know what the counselor says and please hang in there. It will be okay.
Lynn I agree with you about getting some help from God. Pray before bed,
and read and sleep with a bible. I would strongly recommend saying the Lord's prayer as often as necessary. I believe that we are spiritually sick as
well as physically and emotionally. I've had what you're experiencing happen to me. I thought it was DT's as I had been drinking for several years every day and abruptly stopped. It was sheer terror and even though it happened 15 years ago, i remember everything about the room, the furniture, etc.
I Prayed, and I was also terrified to go to sleep. I laid down on the couch
(I didn't want to go back to that room!) and slept with a bible in my arms.
God can and will help us if we ask.