Day 4!

[sylvia21]

Today is day 4 for me and I'm feeling great! Little tired every now and then, but I just keep pushing myself to move move move!!! Life without Vicodin is the greatest thing EVER! I thought relapsing would be even worse this time around, but I'm assuming due to the fact I only fell off the wagon for 6 days and used minimal amounts, that is why I am feeling so good. The tenex I posed about yesterday really didn't seem to have an effect on me at all last night except for making me sleepy so that helped me get my 8 hours :) Hope I don't sound like I am bragging, I am just so glad to be unchained from that damn pill bottle and worrying about the next refill date. For anyone out there just starting or coming off a relapse, it DOES GET BETTER I PROMISE. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. And ANY time I get down I log on to this site and someone is always here to pick me up, or answer a question. Have a clean & blessed day all!

[sylvia21]

Cissy,
I will def keep your family in my thoughts & prayers. I am so sorry for you loss. I hope you are feeling better quick! It sounds like you are def going through the worst of the worst. For every ending there is a new beginning. And your grand baby will always be with you, especially in these times. Think of him/her as your new guardian angel :) God Bless you and your family.

[Cissy373]

Yeah theres nothing we can do about relapse but get back on the horse and keep trying. Getting after care is the key I truly believe.

When I relapsed this time I was craving horribly then got the news my grand baby had died..........and they are having the funeral Friday but I won't be able to be there due to having the crud. I don't mean WD crud but the real stuff.

Keep my family in your prayers,
Cissy

[ang_811]

congradulations on day 4... im happy to hear ur feeling good. its a good idea to keep urself busy.  im glad ur picking urself back up and moving forward. whats been done has been done and theres nothing we can do about a relapse excpet to move forawrd and learn from it...it is a good feeling whenever we get that sense of freedom when we put the pills down and start living life again...life has so much more to offer when we get clean and sober..keep up the fight.. ur doing and sounding really good. congrats to ya again for picking urself up and dusting urself off..live & learn...<3 Angie