Still looking for Chezz

[suzieneedshelp]

Chezz..we all are lookin for ya!  Thoughts, prayers are for you all the way...Hope you are getting some relief hon.
Suzie

[FesterTool]

Hey. Yes it was terrible being away from everyone and still is, but I dont want to risk it. Crank may not sound very fun but my god it is. Well, Its for the best. If I can get over this it would change my life in a whole new way. Just the thought!

P.S: What kind of instrument do you play?

festertool

[Thomas02]

So, I'm either Dennis Miller or I'm ripping him off? LOL

Interesting results from your software. I guess the people who designed it belonged to the 95 percentile.

I like the guy's comedy. I'm sure Miller is among the initiated. Did you use a transcript from a monologue or a book of his (if he's got one)?

Thomas

[Thomas02]

Hi Dee,
Good to see you here. What was your handle before, if you don't mind? The quote sounds familiar if a little gloomy. How do you feel 10 days out? Could some of this be discomfort from your condition, pain that was blocked by the Oxy? From what I know about Oxy, WD lasts longer than from hydro WD. Let me know.

Thomas

[peaz]

Just saw this post and it sounds like you feel today what I was like yesterday.    Not fun..... I  know exactly what you mean about being jealous of those who have access to meds.  Whenever I think of losing my job at the pharmacy I think of all those pills that went in my pocket and how it was Christmas almost on a daily basis! LOL  I almost want to say,"Ah!!!!!those were the days," but I was on a self-destructive path and it HAD to end.  I swear, if my daughter or husband needed a narcotic for some reason, I would MAKE them lock it up and hide them from me.  (Gee, Diane, you're really coming along in your recovery, I see..)  I hope your day turns out to be happy and stress-free.  Make a couple batches of chocolate chip cookies--they're a remedy for anything.  :-)  Take care,-----Peaz

[athena]

Hey,Im still hanging in there also.I keep wondering when i will stop being jealous of every Doc(write own scripts) pharmacist,and people having surgery! lolAm I sick or what? I keep thinking,If I was given hydro for pain,Id do things different this time...(would never happen)So im kinda staying in and feeling sorry for myself today.Just for today though lol were all going to be ok.I know we are stronger than drugs!especially those pretty blue ones that say 10/650.lol

pixi

[bmac]

Good for you.I also caged myself up for a week before I ever
got help.It made me stay away from the drugs but mentally it was
terrible.Don't let your mind tell you that this isn't possible.
I went out to play some music this past weekend and was around
things that aren't good for me to be around,my first test since
getting clean,I took a deep breath and said no.Some of my friends didn't know about my abuse or the fact I am clean now.
After their shock of me saying no,I explained everything and they all thought,Good for you.I did ask them not to stop doing it in front of me.I can't always hide from drugs.Being a musician
I am going to be around it the rest of my life.So I made it past
the first test.My second test will come soon and I am ready this time.Hang in there and don't give up.Crank is a nasty drug,hell it's not even a drug that sounds fun.Get your mind on something else and I know that's easy to say,but I said it.I am pulling for you and I know if I can do it,you can also.
                                      peace,
                                       bmac