I'm headed back to work today, this is what I feared most, returning to a place where I need clearness of thought and energy. Yes I am fearful of what I will or will not be able to do today, and if I can handle an 9 hour day or not. I'm putting this out there, because deep down. I want to be able to accel at my career without the boost that opiates gave me. I handled yesterday fine, but now I have to perform too, the big w/d symptoms have started to subside. I will post again to let you know how the day went, and I will beat this.