What's up !!!!

[Coolio Hernendez]

Been gone for a while.

I should not have left so soon.

Was'nt ready.

Starting over....

[bandnmom]

Welcome back!!! No better time then the present to start over.....

[Coolio Hernendez]

Thanx.

I hope youre right.

[bandnmom]

Just so you now...i am always right!! LMAO!!!! J/K but thats what i tell myself!

[cathy5841]

coolio, welcome back.  hopefully you learn where you wont wrong and avoid that trap next time.  and yep, bandnmom is always right!!

[bandnmom]

Thanks Cathy!! LOL!!!!

[Coolio Hernendez]

Yep...i took one..... and that was it..... one is to many and 1000 aint enough

[mimi1313]

Its good that you came back. Good luck! You can do this.

[Coolio Hernendez]

When will the sneezing stop ?

I've been using agin for 2 months.  I wonder how long W/D's will be this time ?

[LONESOME]

I remember you, welcome back

[GoingToMakeIt]

Hey Coolio!!!!! Welcome back again for the first time! We missed you. Sorry to read about the relapse. Stick around for the long haul. We will see you through this.

[Mikeinthesouth]

I have not met you as of yet but I am always glad to see someone new around. Welcome back.

[avisg]

coolio, You will get threw this ,what other support system besides this do you have for yourself ? This forum is truly wonderful but you need something in your area as well to help you threw . we are all here for you.
Avis

[NautyOne]

Hey !!!!  wondering what happened to you.  Great to see you back.......under more preferable circumstances, but hey........most of us have been there......don't leave us so soon again, or I will have to hunt you down and gut you like a fish.....LOL.....

Luv,
Nauty............:-))))

[avisg]

WOW !!!! no one knows how to say welcome home like nauty does !!!!!! LMAOOOOOOOO

[worried878]

Welcome back...wished it was under different circumstances but good u caught it now....i am not sure what using for 2 months would be like.....one thing is u know what to expect this time...how long did u stay clean before u started up again?  support is with you

[JDRMinSD]

Welcome back...just think this will be the time it works for you!

[untwisting]

Great job for getting back on! I agree w/avisg - finding a face to face support system helps. NA has helped me. I've relapsed more times that I'd like to admit - but this time I've been committed to makiing meetings. I'm still craving and meetings help me break the thought process that leads me to "just a couple more." the best to you!

[Florida_Guy737]

Hi...understand exactly where you are.  I jumped into this forum about 2 months after I quit and didn't start posting until I was almost 5 months clean.  I believe if I didn't come across this place, I probaly would never have made recovery to 3 months.  Lots of good people here with lots of info...you probaly know that :-).  I hope to get you better through the posts...my DOC was percs/patches and they had a wicked hold hold on me.  Now...my short term goal is 6 months (July 2) and long term is 2 years (Jan 2 2010).

Guy

[flmagi]

Welcome back Coolio !  Funny how if we think we're cured and all better, we quickly find out that we're not. Glad to see you back. We're still here for you.

[gizzy32]

glad to see you back, this time you better not leave, lol. remember even after we r clean we are not cured so aftercare is so important. you know what you have to do, so stick around, you did it before. best of luck to ya man :)

[Coolio Hernendez]

Thanx for all the comments. I think Avis is right, i need a program (local).

I went almost 100 days clean. I thought i was the man... then i took (1) bad move...

The W/D seems worse but atleast i know what to expect.

I quess i'm a real true drug addict and i will be forever.

I am gonna do this right this time.....The clean days were really starting to be great.