KayKay...
What is the reason your doctor is prescribing these addictive meds? Do you have issues from your past that are haunting you? Please see a professional in the area of mental health. The first step you have made is...Admission of the problem! Thats a GIANT step towards recovery! I wish you the very best and positive outcomes in your journey to healing. I, personally, could be addicted if I didn't have the mindset of the threat of it. I choose not to abuse my meds. I can make 30 pills last for 90 days...taking ONLY when I need them.
I do have to say...there are doctors out there that will give people whatever they want...this is a HUGE injustice to those needing a REAL care plan. Best wishes.
do you have an anxiety disorder? a lot of people who prefer these drugs do. otherwise, it's just simply your drug classes of choice.