I have been taking hydromorphone (dilaudid) and hydromorphone contin (slow release) for 3 years.
I was wondering if anyone one would know what would be considered heavy use? I'm trying to decide how to get off of the meds and I'm not sure what category I would fall in. I have heard that subuxone is not good for heavy opiate use, but I'm not sure if that applies to my levels.
I take 100mg dilaudid/day and 60mg of hydromorphone contin/day.
Any suggestions? Methadone, suboxone, cold turkey? I went cold turkey years ago off of oxycontins, but I don't think I could do that again.
Identguy
♪ Memories...♪... What I first just loved about you,Andrew,was how you jumped right in to help the others and you felt sooo rotten!!! A humble hero...
Oh my thank u for posting. I needed this today.....today has been tough....and having a brother that can lay his hands on anything u may need or want ain't good....so I must stay strong for him...thanks again.... Congrats also....
Wow, I just read this whole thing again. So grateful to have been given a second chance at life. So worth the initial pain... no question. Andrew
I had to bump this one up as Fassfeat is 1 yr clean today! Look how far he has come!
As long as we keep talking to each other and helping ea other, we are going to win this battle. Congrats on a better day. Your friend, Andrew
Hi Fassfeat! So glad you are coming along so great, me too. And I quit smoking as well, so, good for us! I had a rough day two days ago - I still don't know what the HELL that was, but whatever. But today by far has been the BEST day, the best morning I have had so far. Glad you're doing so good.
Me too, I have been NO fan for ever, it was so good for them to finally win out last year. I like Farve and to the Vikings too, they almost cost us the championship last year. I appreciate all your input. You have helped me alot, you and Vicki595. I am also going to see my son inducted into the National Society of Collegiate Scholars tomorrow, Saturday going to their 1st home game SFA SU Lumberjacks. Life is good, I hve enjoying laughing and quit being so negative. It is truelly a second go. Thanks
Congrats on 10 days!! Good for you on continuing your walking. Now that you have quit smoking really keep yourself busy. Good job on that too!!
I picked N.O. too but watch #69....that's my boy!!! I will be perched in front of the tv with my jersey on!!
BTW, I am not a prophet or anything, but I am calling Saints over the Vikings tonight (sorry dominosarah) So happy it is NFL time.
DAY 10 clean. Other than a bunch of vitamins and supplements I haven't taken any meds. I am also on day 2 of Tobacco free. I am feeling pretty good after my 30 min walk this morning. Thank you all.
Thats great, your not going to believe this. I havent really messed with my horse in a couple of years (but kept him) I was out fooling with Buddy this morning thinking, I will start riding again myself. I am very passionate about horses, and still have mine. We have bonded in the last week as well. IThat is a great outlet, and great source of exercise as well. Have a great day. Thanks for post. Andrew
I wish I was as brave as you still keeping it from husband but he does know I like drugs not to what extent
I am on day 11 and after reading all your posts I am going out, not to get drugs as I wanted to do this am but maybe ride my horse who after 3 years of me on drugs didn't trust me but these past, 11 days, sounds crazy but we have bonded, Animals seem to know sometimes. she is only five but smarter then this 55 year old lady
will muddle thru today to all have a good day
wendy
WTG Andrew!!!!!! For making it to Day 8 AND for the big flush!! You so do deserve a pat on the back! :::pat pat::: Keep up the wonderful work and keep posting and updating. The people here are wonderful and of course will encourage you and lend an ear when needed. Blessings, Lisa
Way to go on the flushing!!!
90 days. For anything. That's how long it takes.
You may have a good week, but it will creep back up on you here and there.
Oh yeah.....you have that pill the smack down!!!!!!! Way to go....
I had my first real test today. I am on Day 8 of being clean. I was cleaning and organizing the house and out rolls a Lorcet 10/650, my Doc. I picked it up looked at it and was able to go flush it before dwelling on it too long. I looked the devil in the eye today, I am calling victory on day 8. Had to share. God Bless All
If it helps one person it is worth writing. Congrats on day 17. Keep it up and reach ouy any time. Thanks for posting.
Andrew......Welcome back to the world of living!!! I am really proud of you. This was so nice to read this morning. I took the night off last night for some "regrouping" time for me and this was the first post i read!! Keep it going!! sara
Very inspiring! I am almost to the start of day 17 for myself! Usually, that would motivate someone with less clean time but you actually motivated me!
Andrew~ Yes!! You are discovering what's on the other side...and it's so much better.
I'm proud of you! Nothing about this is easy and you will be tested in the future. Just stay on this path...you'll be fine. Seek out support for yourself. Every single day gets easier and more beautiful...
Thanks for writing...
xo
Today is day 7!!!! It is getting better by the day. I got up early this morning and walked for full 30 minutes. Yesterday I went to church (the walls didn't fall) that I was raised in (Over the years I have always visited several times to pacify my wife) The preacher spoke directly to me. His message was "You are being tried by fire, the hardest thing you have ever been through, BUT SOMETHING GOOD IS GOING TO COME OF IT. I know that he was speaking to others as well, but when he got through, I went down to the front and layed it on the alter. Everyone in the church (most of which watched me grow up and have no clue that I am an addict as I have always been in upper management) came down and prayed with me. I had a break through. I broke down and asked God for forgiveness. I felt sooo good afterwards. I am even giving up my tobacco habit. I quit smoking 6-7 years ago but have always held on to skoal. Well I figure if you are going to clean up, why not go all the way. I am addressing this to you two ladies because you were first responders for me, and I will always appreciate it. I continue to broaden my support group (accountability) and everything I do throughout the day, I am trying to tweak it slowly so that all my habits are different going forward.
I forgot to say when I was walking this morning, I could smell the sweet smells of fresh cut grass and hear the various insects at work etc. What a beautiful world without Drugs. Sorry so long, but I wanted to share the good stuff happening in my life,, and to Thank You both again. Have a great Labor day.
I am protecting my clean time. Andrew
LOL. So are you going to commit? Quit?